Depression Descriptions

[CaptainWacky]

Post things that describe how your depression feels.

"Yet no song or tale could contain all the grief and terror that then befell. The Light failed; but the Darkness that followed was more than loss of light. In that hour was made a Darkness that seemed not lack but a thing with being of its own: for it was indeed made by malice out of Light, and it had power to pierce the eye, and to enter heart and mind, and strangle the very will." - of the Silmarils, The Silmarillion by J.R.R. Tolkien

 

[CaptainWacky]

[23:11] <~CaptainWacky> Susie depressed
[23:11] <Susie> depressed since the 90s

 

[CaptainWacky]

[23:13] <~CaptainWacky> Susie depressed
[23:13] <Susie> depressed that I ate my garden

 

[Cassie]

Depression feels like everything is too loud and I just want it all to SHUT UP.

 

[Loktar]

My De press on French nails look fabulous.

(sorry. I don't get depressed these days. I get irrationally angry.)

 

[Love Child]

Nothing matters.
I think about posting
or expressing thought
and think, "What is the use?"

 

[Dr Dave]

Sinking, irritation rising.

 

[CaptainWacky]

I want to fill my brain with gummy worms.

 

[Loktar]

I want to fill my brain with gummy worms.

Mmmm…..I want to become a zombie and eat your delicious sugary brain.

 

[Eggs Mayonnaise]

I can't climb that mountain I made because I'm not a mountain climber.

 

[Dr Dave]

I want to fill my brain with gummy worms.

What about crisps?

 

[CaptainWacky]

Monster Munch only.

 

[Love Child]

I can't climb that mountain I made because I'm not a mountain climber.

U CAN.....Climb every mountain....cross every ocean.......
I know it is a song....but I can't sing it because I didn't write it
Wait what?!
I don't know
I think it is a song...I will find it
(Probably a sunday school song)

 

[Love Child]

I am generally an even keel person, but sometimes I get depressed. I got depressed during August when the whole month was smoke filled and we couldn't see the sky or the sun and had to stay inside alot. It sucked.
My apartment took a hit and now I am cleaning it up because I have a friend coming over.
Fuck.
That is when I know I have been depressed.
I don't even eat half the time sometimes because I hate eating alone and making food for myself. I don't remember being that way before.

Sometimes I take 5 HTP to help, but I dont' know if it does.

 

[Loktar]

U CAN.....Climb every mountain....cross every ocean.......
I know it is a song....but I can't sing it because I didn't write it
Wait what?!
I don't know
I think it is a song...I will find it
(Probably a sunday school song)

 

[Eggs Mayonnaise]

 

[CaptainWacky]

Feeling guitly when you're not depressed because you know deep down that you deserve to feel derpessed is a kind of depression.

 

[Cassie]

 

[Mirah]

I think I am depressed. BUT I CAN NEVER TELL!

 

[Eggs Mayonnaise]

Do you have lots of unfinished tasks? Unresolved wishes? Ignored responsibilities? Friends you keep meaning to contact but never do, or avoid when they call/message/email? Do you fill up yourtime with passive or trivial activity?

Oh wait, that's me. But maybe it's others too.