I woke up

[Mirah]

I feel like I just woke up finally after a year of depression.
I wonder how long it will last?!
Either way it has been a pretty cool weekend.
I'm going to ride the wave.

 

[jack]

I want to be the wave.

 

[jack]

I woke up dreaming of menus.

 

[Mirah]

That is wierd. What kind of menus?

 

[Mirah]

I'm still riding the wave. LOL
Feels good.

Its like night and day
Or like being a Cancer-like my actual shell just got knocked off
I jumped out of the cake
came out of the neatly wrapped gift
walked out of my cave-

actually it was more like pushed out of the cave
by a flood
and a plague

 

[jack]

That is wierd. What kind of menus?

The menu I was dreaming of had a bunch of different entrees.

"Sour Cream Chicken Enchiladas" with detailed directions on how to make and calorie counts, etc.
"Mushroom Bourginion" which looked delicious. Mushrooms instead of beef on a bed of polenta.
"Maple Chipotle Ribeye Steak Tips"
"Bacon Wrapped Cheesy Meatloaf"

I don't know if I was ordering or in a restaurant, but I woke up hungry.

 

[Mirah]

Intereting!

I am back to my mostly "normal" self after being at work for 2 days. My manager focuses only on the negative and it gets annoying.

 

[Mirah]

I mostly let stuff roll off my back
but after feeling as good as I did
and returning back to work
I realized how soul draining it is
I know I know
Most jobs are soul draining

 

[Loktar]

I mostly let stuff roll off my back
but after feeling as good as I did
and returning back to work
I realized how soul draining it is
I know I know
Most jobs are soul draining

Thanks for mentioning how soul draining jobs are lol. I am trying to stay positive and not think about the 2 weeks of work waiting for me when I return to work tomorrow morning.

 

[Mirah]

No prob

 

[Mirah]

I stopped posting in the photorgraphy forum for a year. ONE WHOLE YEAR! That is how depressed I was. I couldn't even bother to think about that frivilous enjoyment.

 

[Mirah]

Also I still really do feel better.
Also sometimes we are forced to move on or be positive or just work through stuff. (Due to other circumstances)
Also getting a cat was the best thing. Should have done it a while ago. I get up when she gets up and I've been having breakfast early and getting stuff done in the mornings. I don't know who I have suddenly become.

 

[jack]

I was dreaming of having to install gold relays in this traffic light.

Have no idea what that means.