Okay, I finally found the remote, and screened the film.
This was, indeed, a powerful film.
Yes, another shitload of questions follow:
What did the ending mean? I mean, I got that Julie was finally able to cry, thereby mourn her husband's and daughter's deaths. But what were those series of images between the time she left for Olivier's with the transcript, and the crying? Especially when she appears to be making love to Olivier in a...coffin? car? What did they mean?
When Julie was faced with a decision, the screen would go blank, and the music would start playing. Huh?
Kieslowski's penchant for glass, especially breaking glass, is evident in the beginning of the film. Julie breaks the hospital window, and she tells the nurse, "I broke the window." I interpret the broken window as a metaphor for Julie's shatttered life, and her taking the blame signifies blaming herself for the deaths.
The shadows and the music playing over the coffee ice cream. I didn't understand this.
RATS! Why did it have to be rats? That is a story for another time.
But they were significant to the story (as everything with Kieslowski is). But how?
I LOVED this movie. I was immediately drawn into Juliette Binoche's portrayal of Julie's pain and anguish over the deaths. Her journey from empty shell to healing woman was mesmerizing.
More to follow...