CaptainWacky
I want to smell dark matter
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gfsd NO CONITINIING STORY TODYDa
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I 'M NOT IN A COHERANT STORY KIND OF MODO
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I CAN REPLY TO THREADs
THAt'S ALLD
CAN'T CREAT
HAVE TO HAVE SOMETHIGN TO BOUNCE OFF OFFffffffffd
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ORGASM LSEX
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NEVER GET MBEt
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FUCKING BODILY DISCOMFOROT
ALL I FEEL IS BODILY DISCOMOFRO TLLO
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I m NOT CHOOSING TO BE LIKE THIS
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IT'S NOT LIKE I HAD THE CHOICE OF BEING NORMAL BUT DECIDED TO BE LIKE THIS INSTEAD I AM LIKE THIS IT'S NOT IN ME TO BE NORMAL JUST LIKE ITS NOT IN YOU TO BE LIKE THIS I AM FUNDAMENTALLY DIFFERENT I AM OUT OF PHASE WITH THE UNIVERSE EVERYTHIGN IS DELOYED MY AWARENESS IS SLOWED THERE'S A FORCEFIELD AROUND MY BRAIN I DON'T LEARN I DON'T GROW I CAN'T INTERACT I'M NOT HUMAN THAT'S ALL THERE IS TO IT I'M SICK OF EXPLAINING THIS TO YOU AND WHEN I SAY YOU I OF COURSE MEAN ME BECAUSE OF COURSE I'M ALWAYS TRYING TO MAKE SNESE OF MY EXISTENCE TO MYSELF AND YOU WOULD BE TOO IF EVERYTING FELT WRONG ALL THE TIME AND HAD DONE ALL YOUR LIFE OKAY?
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FIGHT FIGHT FIGH!
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remember in school when people would fight and you'd stand in a circle around them going "fight fight fight!"
That was fun
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NO ONE EVER GOT HURT!
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maybe that's why I like wrestling?!
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LOL NO ONE GETS HURT IN WRESTLING JSUT ASK CHRIS BENOIT'S FAMILY
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everyont hing constnad
DON'T STAND TOO CLOSE
DON'T TALK TOO LOUD
DON'T MOVE THE WRONG WAY
DON'T MOVE THIGNS
DON'T TALK TO ME
CNA BARELY HANDLE THIS
CAN BARELY HANDLE STATIC
LET ALONE MOVEMNT
I'M A BIG FUCKING CLOUD OF DISMAY WITH ONE TINY POINT OF AWARENESS TRYING TO GET OUT
TAHT'S ALL IA M
AND IT CAN'T OPEN ANY WIDEr
JUST A TINY POINT
IF IT OPENS TOO WIDE I CAN'T HANDLE IT
PANIC!
SO IT MUST STAY CLOSED
IT'S A SELF DEFENCE MECHANISM
IT MEANS I FEEL NOTHING AND DO NOTHING
BUT HEY IT'S BETTER THAN THAN THE ALTERNATIVE LOL!
RJLjk BOa
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I remember when I was young I'd watch people like doing mundane horrible things that were actually physically painful for me to do but they'd be happy and laughing and smiling and shit and I'd think to myself that they must be PRETENDING to be happy because there's no way you can actually BE happy in those situations and I thought it must be NORMAL to pretend so I'd pretend too but of cousre the normal people could tell there was somethign "off" about me so I codln't pretend in a convicng way so eventually I gave up trying and now I can see that of cousre those people genuniely WERE happy...fucking mirror neurons
I wish I was more of a sociopath
they are good at faking things
look at Dexter!
he's even dating Julie Benz!
not bad
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PLAY
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(A man is sitting in a chair reading a book.)
Man: This is a good book.
(Silence for five minutes as he keeps reading.)
Man: Yeah...good book...when I stop reading, I get lonely, so I have to keep reading.
(Silence for three minutes.)
Man: I HAVE TO KEEP READING.
(Silence for ten seconds.)
Man: ARGH, CAN'T CONCENTRATE! WHY DID YOU MAKE ME THINK ABOUT THIGNS!?
(He rips the book up into pieces.)
Man: Well, that was stupid.
(He tries to put it back together but gives up and throws the book across the stage. He sits back down in his chair.)
Man: I'll try thinking about nothing...see if I can do that. Of cousre if you're thinking about NOTHING you're still thinkign...so I'll try not thinking...okay, trying it now.
(He's silent for 38 seconds.)
Man: Nope, can't do that eighter.
(He punches himself in the face frantically for about a minute before he gets tired.)
Man: Now I can't sleep because I've got a headache!
FIN
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LOL WANS'T THAT AGOOD PLAY
WHO SAYS SHAKESPEARE IS DEAd
HE IS SURELY ALIVE
AND LIVES THROUGH ME
NA DMY WORKS
HIS WORKS
GOD'S WORKS
THE GOD OFSEx
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LOL SEX SEX SEX JUST TYPE SEX IT WORKS FOR NORMAL PEOPLE PRETEND PRETEND MAYBE THEY'LL THINK YOU'RE NORMAL IF YOU TALK ABOUT SEX
daaaagf
SEX!
WITH SEX
HAVE SEX WITH SOME SEX
THEN HAVE MORE SEX WITH SOME OTHER SEX
SEX!
IT'S SO SEXY
SEXY!
SEX SEX ORGASM WANK!
sdfkl
right that's it then!
jbo done!
now I'm one of them!
HEHEHE!
sdffhji;
hsdfhj
gfsd NO CONITINIING STORY TODYDa
g
s
h#J IAS'mN NO
I 'M NOT IN A COHERANT STORY KIND OF MODO
cklv
v
f
f
hfsd
fasjkd LOL
I CAN REPLY TO THREADs
THAt'S ALLD
CAN'T CREAT
HAVE TO HAVE SOMETHIGN TO BOUNCE OFF OFFffffffffd
df
as
g
LOLOMG
ORGASM LSEX
fg
sd
fjo KJjjj THERE IS NOTHIng
NEVER GET MBEt
d
g
FUCKING BODILY DISCOMFOROT
ALL I FEEL IS BODILY DISCOMOFRO TLLO
sa
dfklgf
s
I m NOT CHOOSING TO BE LIKE THIS
s
IT'S NOT LIKE I HAD THE CHOICE OF BEING NORMAL BUT DECIDED TO BE LIKE THIS INSTEAD I AM LIKE THIS IT'S NOT IN ME TO BE NORMAL JUST LIKE ITS NOT IN YOU TO BE LIKE THIS I AM FUNDAMENTALLY DIFFERENT I AM OUT OF PHASE WITH THE UNIVERSE EVERYTHIGN IS DELOYED MY AWARENESS IS SLOWED THERE'S A FORCEFIELD AROUND MY BRAIN I DON'T LEARN I DON'T GROW I CAN'T INTERACT I'M NOT HUMAN THAT'S ALL THERE IS TO IT I'M SICK OF EXPLAINING THIS TO YOU AND WHEN I SAY YOU I OF COURSE MEAN ME BECAUSE OF COURSE I'M ALWAYS TRYING TO MAKE SNESE OF MY EXISTENCE TO MYSELF AND YOU WOULD BE TOO IF EVERYTING FELT WRONG ALL THE TIME AND HAD DONE ALL YOUR LIFE OKAY?
sdf
a
g
fs
_____________-
FIGHT FIGHT FIGH!
gfdsjlh
fsdh
remember in school when people would fight and you'd stand in a circle around them going "fight fight fight!"
That was fun
f
as
g
ak
NO ONE EVER GOT HURT!
f
g
s
asssssssssssss
maybe that's why I like wrestling?!
fs
h
LOL NO ONE GETS HURT IN WRESTLING JSUT ASK CHRIS BENOIT'S FAMILY
a
df
d
a
everyont hing constnad
DON'T STAND TOO CLOSE
DON'T TALK TOO LOUD
DON'T MOVE THE WRONG WAY
DON'T MOVE THIGNS
DON'T TALK TO ME
CNA BARELY HANDLE THIS
CAN BARELY HANDLE STATIC
LET ALONE MOVEMNT
I'M A BIG FUCKING CLOUD OF DISMAY WITH ONE TINY POINT OF AWARENESS TRYING TO GET OUT
TAHT'S ALL IA M
AND IT CAN'T OPEN ANY WIDEr
JUST A TINY POINT
IF IT OPENS TOO WIDE I CAN'T HANDLE IT
PANIC!
SO IT MUST STAY CLOSED
IT'S A SELF DEFENCE MECHANISM
IT MEANS I FEEL NOTHING AND DO NOTHING
BUT HEY IT'S BETTER THAN THAN THE ALTERNATIVE LOL!
RJLjk BOa
_________________-
I remember when I was young I'd watch people like doing mundane horrible things that were actually physically painful for me to do but they'd be happy and laughing and smiling and shit and I'd think to myself that they must be PRETENDING to be happy because there's no way you can actually BE happy in those situations and I thought it must be NORMAL to pretend so I'd pretend too but of cousre the normal people could tell there was somethign "off" about me so I codln't pretend in a convicng way so eventually I gave up trying and now I can see that of cousre those people genuniely WERE happy...fucking mirror neurons
I wish I was more of a sociopath
they are good at faking things
look at Dexter!
he's even dating Julie Benz!
not bad
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gffggji this is me expressing myself
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PLAY
_______________--
(A man is sitting in a chair reading a book.)
Man: This is a good book.
(Silence for five minutes as he keeps reading.)
Man: Yeah...good book...when I stop reading, I get lonely, so I have to keep reading.
(Silence for three minutes.)
Man: I HAVE TO KEEP READING.
(Silence for ten seconds.)
Man: ARGH, CAN'T CONCENTRATE! WHY DID YOU MAKE ME THINK ABOUT THIGNS!?
(He rips the book up into pieces.)
Man: Well, that was stupid.
(He tries to put it back together but gives up and throws the book across the stage. He sits back down in his chair.)
Man: I'll try thinking about nothing...see if I can do that. Of cousre if you're thinking about NOTHING you're still thinkign...so I'll try not thinking...okay, trying it now.
(He's silent for 38 seconds.)
Man: Nope, can't do that eighter.
(He punches himself in the face frantically for about a minute before he gets tired.)
Man: Now I can't sleep because I've got a headache!
FIN
____-
LOL WANS'T THAT AGOOD PLAY
WHO SAYS SHAKESPEARE IS DEAd
HE IS SURELY ALIVE
AND LIVES THROUGH ME
NA DMY WORKS
HIS WORKS
GOD'S WORKS
THE GOD OFSEx
sdfgj whasd
sdf
LOL SEX SEX SEX JUST TYPE SEX IT WORKS FOR NORMAL PEOPLE PRETEND PRETEND MAYBE THEY'LL THINK YOU'RE NORMAL IF YOU TALK ABOUT SEX
daaaagf
SEX!
WITH SEX
HAVE SEX WITH SOME SEX
THEN HAVE MORE SEX WITH SOME OTHER SEX
SEX!
IT'S SO SEXY
SEXY!
SEX SEX ORGASM WANK!
sdfkl
right that's it then!
jbo done!
now I'm one of them!
HEHEHE!
