Mirah
I love you
The Long Version
2-23-08
My new life journal
sounds fucking ghey!
Ghey ass Hell!
Mother Fucker!
2-23-08
Fuck you and Go to Hell Journal.
That sounds better.
Minus the journal part.
I got in my car and drove away tonight
for a few minutes.
Fuck my neighbors
fuck them long and hard
do they have a problem with me?
Do they hate my smoking?
Do they hate the incense burning?
My excuse is I have a cat-
fuck that, I like the smell of it.
Fuck you and fuck him and fuck me
and fuck them all to hell.
2-23-08
I am a good girl now
I will go to church
but I said I wanted to be a bad girl first
then go to church
Man
I am in trouble!
With a capital T!
Negativity-I hate, despise negative people
fuck them!
fuck them to hell!
Fuck em hard!
in the ass with a stick!
go to hell negative people!
Anyway-back to my good girl bad girl.
I think its going to get me into a lot of trouble.
I think I am not being smart.
I caved.
I fucking caved.
Fuck Him.
go to hell!
He doesn't know shit.
I am intereupted again by my neighbors
my neighbors loud walks across the floor.
Its soooo fucking loud!
Then I am totally diverted.
Back to good girl bad girl.
I want so badly to be a bad girl.
Chris* doesn't have sex on the first date-
we never had a date
Um
*all names have been changed to protect the mischievious.
Good girl bad girl.
Seth called me
I made my move
which I thought was already made.
Guys don't pick up on "signals" very well apparently
apparently being blunt and honest with them IS so much better than
*loud noises
*shaking walls
*distraction
*I feel like throwing things, breaking things, yelling, saying "fuck you"
I feel paranoid.
*throws
wow, hears yelling, crying. Fuck. god dammit.
I'm back.
Tired.
Going to sleep.
Pleasure self first,
then sleep.
I am a bad girl.
LOL a very very very bad girl.
Vacuum Islands! LOL
Fucking hilariuos-to me.
Good Grief. As charlie brown would say.
Fuck you and go to hell.
Mary Jane said.
Yeah I was in the middle of speaking about Seth.
I have had a crush on him since the moment I saw him.
He is adorable.
"Whats up butter cup?"
He is so cute.
But then there are qualities I can't stand also.
But fuck him? Hell yes! Fuck Yes!
I will fuck his brains out.
So yeah, I want to be a bad girl-
then
then
he doesn't call me.
God doesn't want me to be a bad girl!
Apparently! LOL!
Mark loves Julie. Holy Fucking Hell.
The life he is leading now.
Crazy!
I am happy for him.
I didn't want to know.
I did know.
Now I know.
The Memoirs of a Geisha.
I have to work on myself.
I'm not interested in a relationship.
I just want to get laid.
Fuck Buddies.
It will happen.
Anyway, I dont' care at this point.
My attempts to get laid-
are
well
attempts
and not working very well!
Its probably for the better I suppose.
I need a chick.
That way there is no risk of pregnancy.
Melinda
Mysteirious.
She is.
Yes
She is.
Whew.
Goodnight? I think.
3-3-08
Hmmm
Hmmmmm
*watches sopranos.
2-23-08
My new life journal
sounds fucking ghey!
Ghey ass Hell!
Mother Fucker!
2-23-08
Fuck you and Go to Hell Journal.
That sounds better.
Minus the journal part.
I got in my car and drove away tonight
for a few minutes.
Fuck my neighbors
fuck them long and hard
do they have a problem with me?
Do they hate my smoking?
Do they hate the incense burning?
My excuse is I have a cat-
fuck that, I like the smell of it.
Fuck you and fuck him and fuck me
and fuck them all to hell.
2-23-08
I am a good girl now
I will go to church
but I said I wanted to be a bad girl first
then go to church
Man
I am in trouble!
With a capital T!
Negativity-I hate, despise negative people
fuck them!
fuck them to hell!
Fuck em hard!
in the ass with a stick!
go to hell negative people!
Anyway-back to my good girl bad girl.
I think its going to get me into a lot of trouble.
I think I am not being smart.
I caved.
I fucking caved.
Fuck Him.
go to hell!
He doesn't know shit.
I am intereupted again by my neighbors
my neighbors loud walks across the floor.
Its soooo fucking loud!
Then I am totally diverted.
Back to good girl bad girl.
I want so badly to be a bad girl.
Chris* doesn't have sex on the first date-
we never had a date
Um
*all names have been changed to protect the mischievious.
Good girl bad girl.
Seth called me
I made my move
which I thought was already made.
Guys don't pick up on "signals" very well apparently
apparently being blunt and honest with them IS so much better than
*loud noises
*shaking walls
*distraction
*I feel like throwing things, breaking things, yelling, saying "fuck you"
I feel paranoid.
*throws
wow, hears yelling, crying. Fuck. god dammit.
I'm back.
Tired.
Going to sleep.
Pleasure self first,
then sleep.
I am a bad girl.
LOL a very very very bad girl.
Vacuum Islands! LOL
Fucking hilariuos-to me.
Good Grief. As charlie brown would say.
Fuck you and go to hell.
Mary Jane said.
Yeah I was in the middle of speaking about Seth.
I have had a crush on him since the moment I saw him.
He is adorable.
"Whats up butter cup?"
He is so cute.
But then there are qualities I can't stand also.
But fuck him? Hell yes! Fuck Yes!
I will fuck his brains out.
So yeah, I want to be a bad girl-
then
then
he doesn't call me.
God doesn't want me to be a bad girl!
Apparently! LOL!
Mark loves Julie. Holy Fucking Hell.
The life he is leading now.
Crazy!
I am happy for him.
I didn't want to know.
I did know.
Now I know.
The Memoirs of a Geisha.
I have to work on myself.
I'm not interested in a relationship.
I just want to get laid.
Fuck Buddies.
It will happen.
Anyway, I dont' care at this point.
My attempts to get laid-
are
well
attempts
and not working very well!
Its probably for the better I suppose.
I need a chick.
That way there is no risk of pregnancy.
Melinda
Mysteirious.
She is.
Yes
She is.
Whew.
Goodnight? I think.
3-3-08
Hmmm
Hmmmmm
*watches sopranos.
