Goals

[Gonad]

1) I need to be able to masturbate effectively. I realize that to do this I must practice everyday. Perhaps I should keep TK updated on my progress in this area. I need to be able to masturbate myself to orgasm. This could prove difficult. As it is, I have difficulties even making myself wet. A psychological issue which I must address and soon.

2) I need to be able to perform cunnilingus effectively. I will (thankfully) not have the opportunity to practice this on an actual vagina, but if anyone has any advice or ideas on what to practice on/how to do it right I would appreciate it. Chances are I'll just speak with the girl privately and see if I can convince her (with money if necessary) to fake it for my benefit. I'm sure it would help if I was at all interested in pussy, but I know I can do it anyways if I have enough practice. Maybe I'll find out that I like pussy after all. Doubt it.

 

[Gonad]

Sunday morning: No luck, had trouble maintaining even the lightest wetness. I attributed this to the fact that I was still a little raw and sore from the night before; could being dehydrated also have been a factor? Even though I wanted sex and he was right next to me (I could smell his scent and I wanted him) I still had trouble. But when we had sex an hour later I certainly got wet enough. A little sore still now, even 10 hours later. I must be a delicate flower. Unblemished petal of innocence, no? I will practice more tomorrow morning before work. I work later, so time will not be an issue.

 

[Gonad]

Monday morning. An effort in futility. I was actually pretty wet when I started, but gradually lost that as I was playing with myself. I must clip my fingernails and try going in deep next. It didn't help that I was under the covers but my cat decided it was a great time to sleep on my crotch.

 

[Gagh]

Bump.