I give up

[Mandi]

 

[Loktar]

Give up what?

 

[Mandi]

Everything, nothing. Does it matter?

 

[Kyehlar]

How many times are you going to give up, before you actually 'give up'?

 

[Mandi]

i've actually given up.....I care no more

 

[Loktar]

Everything, nothing. Does it matter?

Yes. You matter. I know I don't know you very much but you seem like a nice girl, don't do anything foolish like kill yourself.

 

[Mandi]

oh, I wouldn't kill myself. I'm just depressed at this moment in time

 

[Loktar]

oh, I wouldn't kill myself. I'm just depressed at this moment in time

Yeah I used to get depressed. nowadays I just get angry and frustrated at my parents and myself for my crappy situation in life. Its not easy being a 32 year old virgin, jobless and living with my parents.

 

[Mandi]

anger, frustration, depression, pain........all wrapped in skin.....that's me!

 

[Kerb Crawler]

REJOICE! Life is beauitful, you are beautiful, and KERB CRAWLER loves ya.

Loktar, you, too, mine friend.

Be free. Be happy. Be wonderful. Be.

 

[Mandi]

then a whole of 1 person loves me right now......better than none I guess

 

[Kerb Crawler]

RandyMirMandiJoAZ: You've got to love yourself, girlfriend. (And no, I don't mean like THAT.)

BE the love you WANT to receive.

 

[Mandi]

no point, don't care

 

[Kerb Crawler]

That is sad.

 

[Mandi]

I'm just tired of being treated like i'm disposable....

 

[Kerb Crawler]

How's the home situation with your mom?

 

[Mandi]

She's suprisingly ok........

 

[Kerb Crawler]

So, how're you feeling like you're being treated as "disposable?"

 

[Mandi]

Men problems....

 

[Kerb Crawler]

Oh, tell me about it, girlfriend! Men! UGH!