If you listen

[Mirah]

You know
and then
when I realize
I
know it too

 

[Mirah]

The sound of someone typing on the keyboard
the heavy sigh
the holding breath
I suddenly realized
I was in public
and my face
was red

 

[Mirah]

my legs are weak
I am wet
I want to stand in the rain
lay in bed
take a nap

 

[Mirah]

He wanted to fuck me
he wants to fuck me
he wants to plan it
next week
this day
this time
I wanted to fuck him right there
in that building
outside
in the rain
a long the corridor
please
I do not want you
in my bed

 

[Mirah]

what if I am that girl?

 

[Consumer]

Then maybe I won't give you the choice....

 

[Mirah]

I can't remember what girl I was talking about

 

[Mirah]

I sat in the restaurant
waiting for him to come
had he seen my messages?
Did he know?
What if I am that girl?