And I am shit scared of the prospect.
I am smoking too much and I am starting to get depressed at my level of addiction, I can no longer enjoy smoking since my dependency is too high and I hate that I HAVE to smoke.
I've been smoking for a DECADE non-stop and I'm 22.
I have 12 ciggerettes in my pack at hand at the moment. Instead of sharply giving up I have decided that these will be my taper off limit.
12 ciggerettes. Thats it. I'm going to have to ration them for when things start getting BAD.
I intend to give up alltogether though, it's a mission and a personal goal that I am almost certain to fail but I'm still going to give it my best shot. A ten year addiction is not an easy thing to break and I have a 25-30 a day habit.
I am not a light smoker.
The worst thing in my way is boredom. I get bored and I smoke. Since I get bored all the time and infact am always bored I smoke a hellava lot.
It has to stop, I wish to be smoke free and I'm going for it.
I'm freaking out!
So here is my Minefield smokers diary. 12 ciggerettes to ease the transition. I will post when I smoke them and how I am doing and hopefully this thread will be an incentive to give up instead of just doing it on my own.
So, wish me mad luck. I'm going to need it.
I am smoking too much and I am starting to get depressed at my level of addiction, I can no longer enjoy smoking since my dependency is too high and I hate that I HAVE to smoke.
I've been smoking for a DECADE non-stop and I'm 22.
I have 12 ciggerettes in my pack at hand at the moment. Instead of sharply giving up I have decided that these will be my taper off limit.
12 ciggerettes. Thats it. I'm going to have to ration them for when things start getting BAD.
I intend to give up alltogether though, it's a mission and a personal goal that I am almost certain to fail but I'm still going to give it my best shot. A ten year addiction is not an easy thing to break and I have a 25-30 a day habit.
I am not a light smoker.
The worst thing in my way is boredom. I get bored and I smoke. Since I get bored all the time and infact am always bored I smoke a hellava lot.
It has to stop, I wish to be smoke free and I'm going for it.
I'm freaking out!
So here is my Minefield smokers diary. 12 ciggerettes to ease the transition. I will post when I smoke them and how I am doing and hopefully this thread will be an incentive to give up instead of just doing it on my own.
So, wish me mad luck. I'm going to need it.