LOVE LETTER

[Lord Raffles]

This was sent to me Monday, May 21, 2007 1:49 PM - just found it (have to start checking my mail).

Real Names and palces all witheld - I shall have no stalkers thank you very much!

Dear Mr "Raffles",

Heaven only knows when you will receive this message! I was hoping to see you before i left town for good, but i guess things don't always turn out the way they should : you smooth talking bastard! I wonder how many other girls you gave the same lines to as you did me, but then that makes me a twat for half believeing them.

I honestly think we have something special "Raffles", but circumstance and you have put space and time between us that can never be regained.

If i ever had an equal in life; one who would tell me to shut up, one who would treat me well, one who has my insatiability for life: then you know what i truly did find him

But as with most things in life, the shit hits the fan! So i go back to my builder boyfriend, you go back to your whores and nothing ever really changed

Take good care of yourself "Raffles", who knows when our paths may cross again

*Name witheld*

xxxx

Fin.​

 

[The Dork Lord]

sad

 

[starguard]

Thats why I stick with Hookers

 

[Lord Raffles]

Look at me now!
Got no religion
Look at me now!
Im so vacant
Look at me now!
I was a virgin
Look at me now!
Grew up to be a whore!
And I want it
I believe it...

...Im a million different things
And not one you know... ​

 

[Grammour Boy]

Lovely!

 

[The Dork Lord]

...Im a million different things
And not one you know... ​

I'm not alltogether sure I WANT to know...

 

[Lord Raffles]

I know that true, selfless love doesn't really exist judging from my experience and my observations of those around me.

When you think about it, romantic love only lasts about 18 months to two years, only because it serves a biological function to bring people together to have sex and perpetuate the species. Attraction is only chemical - a response to pheremones - and there is no way that love between a man and a woman will survive for any long period of time if one of them doesn't want to have sex. Then, you may as well be living with any one of your platonic friends.

People get sick of each other and divorce, so whatever was holding them together was only a temporary attraction and not a deep, enduring affection. It was probably lust or what they thought was love but was something else - like panic or settling.

The only people who really stay together are those who need to for financial reasons, those who are too scared to be alone, and those who are too lazy to pack up and change their situation.

You see lots of old married couples. Do you really think that they have a real passion for each other or that they are just resigned to their fate of needing a companion to with whom to share life's burdens and with whom to split bills, rather than really knowing that is the one person they want to be with over all others and why.

Even the supposedly unconditional love for a child doesn't survive for some people if the parent and child are different enough or have personalities and behaviours that the other one cannot tolerate.

I think love is just a made up scam to perpetuate the human race (who knows why?) and/or to couple up for economic reasons.

Anyone else? Anyone been in what they would call love for a long time? What's the difference between love and lust. Isn't love really just love with better manners and a hidden agenda?