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Love Child

Love Child

One Love
Someone
will
ask me questions
until
they
are 100% sure
of
my
intentions.
Thier intentions
will be made known
in
this
process.
 
Your Answers

Are not satisfying me.
You cannot just put a solution
on top of this
and expect
that I feel ok with it.

well Mirah idk, things just happen that way. But no matter what happens you still have the moments and that night. Just having one night does make it very special, no matter where we are all at now
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the past is the past, use the present to move forward
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Mirah says:
yes
SK0M says:
her lips do look awesome in that picture, very kissable
Mirah says:
they do
Mirah says:
but her eyes look distant and lonely, do they not?
SK0M says:
yeah she is most certainly longing for something, someone...
Mirah says:
..............
Mirah says:
I am longing for someone
Mirah says:
for the last 2 weeks
Mirah says:
and it won't go away
Mirah says:
and last week
Mirah says:
I wanted it to be just like old times
Mirah says:
you, me, her
Mirah says:
all of us playing
Mirah says:
on a saturday night
Mirah says:
free
Mirah says:
freedom
Mirah says:
its all gone. Where is that now? Why did it end?
Mirah says:
I am sad.

SK0M says:
I did finally get back on better terms with (her)
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WTF! Why didn't you just tell me? Now you two are against me? WTF.

 
You guys and your fucking subliminal messages! It fucking sucks! Stop doing this to me! I've hated you both for the longest time now because of it. Are they only messages to each other and not to me?! Not to anyone else? Why do it? Why? Why! Do you know how much it tortures me?
 
says:
I am a little upset
M says:
its ok, don't be upset
Mirah says:
I am upset.
SK0M says:I know it hard, but there is always hope.
SK0M says:
That's what always gets me through
 
SK0M says:
i'm here
SK0M says:
sometimes things take time, sometimes longer than we expect, to heal and mend. u understand Mirah?
Mirah says:
Yes

No I dont' understand. I'm pissed! I am so pissed off!
 
SK0M says:
so cheer up, tell me more about michelle, lol
SK0M says:
I know I want a fucking kiss, LOL
SK0M says:
don't u?
Mirah says:
Yes
SK0M says:
you remember the night we had don't u?
Mirah says:
Yes
SK0M says:
what did you like about that night?
 
Mirah says:
Yeah
SK0M says:
well she hasn't really told me much beyond that.
Mirah says:
I wouldn't dare ask you
Mirah says:
I just had to get that out there
Mirah says:
I hold in my feelings too much
SK0M says:
yeah I understand
Mirah says:
Thanks

SK0M says:
One thing I really like about you is you respect the boundries between each friendship, that's something that is unique to you from everyone else that has known her
SK0M says:
 
Mirah says:
*smiles weakly.
Thanks (Max)
SK0M says:
I mean I could sit here and cheer you up all day, you know I could. . But its just time and patience Mirah, that's all the advice I can offer.
Mirah says:
I know. The longing is good. Its good for me. I am enjoying these feelings. At least I know that I am alive, (still and again)
SK0M says:
yeah see, that is good
Mirah says:
Mostly I realize I probably have a lot of pride in the way as well. Hopefully I will get rid of that enough to do the right thing.
SK0M says:
I sure you will
Mirah says:
I am going to go.
Thank you.
I hope we can chat again soon.
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
SK0M says:
so suddenly? you ok?
Mirah says:
Yes.
Mirah says:
No. But its ok actually. I need to deal with something is all.
Mirah says:
Sorry. Goodnight
SK0M says:
i understand, good night
 
I logged off and said goodnight to everyone. Wishing them well.
I bawled my eyes out.
I felt the pain
the loss
the mourning
the feelings
I did not allow
myself
to
feel
before.
The feelings
I trapped inside of myself
becuase I was afraid of them being too fierce and too much to control.
 
Wait, I tried that.
It didn't work.
Pride tells me I am right
Pride tells me not to crumble
Pride tells me not to mourn.
 
Distractions.
Distractions easily get in the way and help me to deal with things.
Distractions tell me that by being busy I can get by on life.
 
Love Child said:
Fuck This Shit.
I'm not mourning over anybody or anything.
If she wants me
She will just have to come and get me.
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Awww....*hugs*

btw, thats some trippy good inner dual monologue shit.:)

(seems that way anyway. I'm tired and headachy so what do I know)
 
I think we should ask LC questions like "How many times have you walked about town clad in only a trench coat and thigh high boots?" or "What did you eat for breakfast?" or "Did ever masturbate furiously while watching episodes of DS9 about the mirror universe?"
 
Yub said:
I think we should ask LC questions like "How many times have you walked about town clad in only a trench coat and thigh high boots?" or "What did you eat for breakfast?" or "Did ever masturbate furiously while watching episodes of DS9 about the mirror universe?"
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I support this idea.

LC, if I dressed as Gabrielle would you dress as Xena so we could re-enact the sexiest scenes from Xena: Warrior Princess?
 
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