CaptainWacky
I want to smell dark matter
jhidgjs alone
always alone
no one like me
and that's not good
not better
not worse
ACUTALLY YES I AM WORSe
just me
fgi
drg
do
will never
feel pathetic anytime I like any pathetic human thing
nothing is big enoguh
ned dmore
need more
need it to be right
nl
created vague gsrauh
created vague visions of what would be "right" when I was young because I would see that ht eworld I was in wasn't right
AND THINGS OWULD HAVE TO BE "RIGHT" SOME DAY, RIGHT?
because I'm ME
that's all Ic an be certain of
I can't know anyone else is anyone
that anyone else thinks like me
that anyone else is alive like me
THEY CAN'T BE
or else they would be like me
but they're not
none of them
the world isn't like me
wasn't designed with me in mind
nothing for me
so things had to come "right"
right
had to
for me
HAD TO
they didn't
I'm what happens when Peter Pan grows up1
LOL
hsd
jdf
thno
s
MICHALE JACKSONS CH'MON
except I have sexual thoughts (about adults)
or sdo I
sometimes
not really
not RIGHt
knew I was supposed to
so developed a sexualyity
obessessed over the details
ALWAYS THE DETAILS
with everything
because I don't udnerstand things
and I know I'm supposed to
so I suggest
to see what makes things "good"
LOL
it's how my thoght process works
everythime
because I can't undersant
AND NO I CAN'T JUST UNDERSTAND CAN'T JUST BE NORMAL CAN't JUST BE LIKE YOUC AN't CANt'sh Kn
NAD NIt'S NOT JUST BECAUSE I'M SAYING I CAN' TI CAN'T INKOW FROM EXPRIENCE YOU HAVEN't WALKED IN MY MINDSCAPAE FUCK YOU
anywya
what was I syaing>
something about life
sdfnhlfh
dgh
sdon't drinkdont'smoekdont'eatdrugshardlyeatneverhavesexwoudlntbeabletodit right never had a convesrisont NEVER HAVE A CONVESRIAOND HNId
cvjoOSDFL
sdOL
I' am a fucking joke
ME
IN THIS BODY
ONE OF THESOE
PEOLEL
WHO LIVES ALNOE
NEVER s
NOOOOOO
won't even be able to handle that
cna't lvie
can't cook
can't handle things
will just die
LOL
kind of person who should have killed himself
BUTI I'M SCAED OSDFYrefg,. m,.
I'ms fak
gsd
dhooooooooooooooooooo
AND NO I CAN'T CHANGE TAKE YORU FUCKING STUPID CONVENTIONAL WISDOM AND SHOVE IT BECASUE IT DOESN't APPLY YOU MIGHT BE ABLET O Djdgh
dfF
fuck everyint
___________--
__________________
Grumblebore: You tried to kill a child.
Shadowman: I did as my master required.
Grumblebore: You failed.
Shadowman: ...I tried.
Grumblebore: Hmmph.
Shadowman: Kill me. I am a failure, I failed my master I deserve death.
Grumblebore: If you deserved death it wouldn't be for that.
Shadowman: What I tried to do was in accordance of the wishes of the Lord God who made us all...
Grumblebore: HOW CAN YOU KNOW WHAT GOD WANTS?
Shadowman: My master...the bible...thou shalt not suffer a witch to live!
Grumblebore: You are a little man.
Shadowman: My master gave me a mission, to make me big.
Grumblebore: You sought meaning in your life. Your master gave you that.
Shadowman: He gave me the truth...
Grumblebore: HE GAVE YOU A LIE!
Shadowman: No.
Grumblebore: We teach these children how to use magic responisbly, for the betterment of humanity...
Shadowman: You would rule the world with your magics.
Grumblebore: Your master seeks world domination!
Shadowman: For your own good! He will show you the way!
Grumblebore: You may be too far gone.
Shadowman: Kill me.
Grumblebore: No.
Shadownman: I will never come to your way of thinking.
Grumblebore: Maybe not. But I have to try.
Shadowman: Your magics will not work on me, demon!
Grumblebore: But my logic may.
_________--
this wisll lbe the last lthing of the dbya feveeeeeeer
always alone
no one like me
and that's not good
not better
not worse
ACUTALLY YES I AM WORSe
just me
fgi
drg
do
will never
feel pathetic anytime I like any pathetic human thing
nothing is big enoguh
ned dmore
need more
need it to be right
nl
created vague gsrauh
created vague visions of what would be "right" when I was young because I would see that ht eworld I was in wasn't right
AND THINGS OWULD HAVE TO BE "RIGHT" SOME DAY, RIGHT?
because I'm ME
that's all Ic an be certain of
I can't know anyone else is anyone
that anyone else thinks like me
that anyone else is alive like me
THEY CAN'T BE
or else they would be like me
but they're not
none of them
the world isn't like me
wasn't designed with me in mind
nothing for me
so things had to come "right"
right
had to
for me
HAD TO
they didn't
I'm what happens when Peter Pan grows up1
LOL
hsd
jdf
thno
s
MICHALE JACKSONS CH'MON
except I have sexual thoughts (about adults)
or sdo I
sometimes
not really
not RIGHt
knew I was supposed to
so developed a sexualyity
obessessed over the details
ALWAYS THE DETAILS
with everything
because I don't udnerstand things
and I know I'm supposed to
so I suggest
to see what makes things "good"
LOL
it's how my thoght process works
everythime
because I can't undersant
AND NO I CAN'T JUST UNDERSTAND CAN'T JUST BE NORMAL CAN't JUST BE LIKE YOUC AN't CANt'sh Kn
NAD NIt'S NOT JUST BECAUSE I'M SAYING I CAN' TI CAN'T INKOW FROM EXPRIENCE YOU HAVEN't WALKED IN MY MINDSCAPAE FUCK YOU
anywya
what was I syaing>
something about life
sdfnhlfh
dgh
sdon't drinkdont'smoekdont'eatdrugshardlyeatneverhavesexwoudlntbeabletodit right never had a convesrisont NEVER HAVE A CONVESRIAOND HNId
cvjoOSDFL
sdOL
I' am a fucking joke
ME
IN THIS BODY
ONE OF THESOE
PEOLEL
WHO LIVES ALNOE
NEVER s
NOOOOOO
won't even be able to handle that
cna't lvie
can't cook
can't handle things
will just die
LOL
kind of person who should have killed himself
BUTI I'M SCAED OSDFYrefg,. m,.
I'ms fak
gsd
dhooooooooooooooooooo
AND NO I CAN'T CHANGE TAKE YORU FUCKING STUPID CONVENTIONAL WISDOM AND SHOVE IT BECASUE IT DOESN't APPLY YOU MIGHT BE ABLET O Djdgh
dfF
fuck everyint
___________--
__________________
Grumblebore: You tried to kill a child.
Shadowman: I did as my master required.
Grumblebore: You failed.
Shadowman: ...I tried.
Grumblebore: Hmmph.
Shadowman: Kill me. I am a failure, I failed my master I deserve death.
Grumblebore: If you deserved death it wouldn't be for that.
Shadowman: What I tried to do was in accordance of the wishes of the Lord God who made us all...
Grumblebore: HOW CAN YOU KNOW WHAT GOD WANTS?
Shadowman: My master...the bible...thou shalt not suffer a witch to live!
Grumblebore: You are a little man.
Shadowman: My master gave me a mission, to make me big.
Grumblebore: You sought meaning in your life. Your master gave you that.
Shadowman: He gave me the truth...
Grumblebore: HE GAVE YOU A LIE!
Shadowman: No.
Grumblebore: We teach these children how to use magic responisbly, for the betterment of humanity...
Shadowman: You would rule the world with your magics.
Grumblebore: Your master seeks world domination!
Shadowman: For your own good! He will show you the way!
Grumblebore: You may be too far gone.
Shadowman: Kill me.
Grumblebore: No.
Shadownman: I will never come to your way of thinking.
Grumblebore: Maybe not. But I have to try.
Shadowman: Your magics will not work on me, demon!
Grumblebore: But my logic may.
_________--
this wisll lbe the last lthing of the dbya feveeeeeeer