CaptainWacky
I want to smell dark matter
I can't even come up with good title variants anymore
COULD I EVEr
eveyrthign hurts
too tried
start writng something and the tiredeness goes
what's the point in completeying a sentencevr
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THERE IS NOTHING
"there is nothing" will be stuck in my head forevert
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frustration
how do you express frustration
just random keystrikeS?
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61 things of the fuckdamn day and that's the best I can do?
THAT'S IT?
what was the point
I'd ratyher be in bed
WANKING
______
WHAT ARE THOUGHTS BEFORE THEY BECOME WORDS?
LIKE, YOU HEAR YOUR THOUGHTS IN WORDS
BUT WHERE DO THEY COME FROM
THEY CAN't START AS WORDS
YOUR MIND MUST TRANSALTE THEM TO WORDS
SO YOUR MIND HAS YOUR THOUIGHTS, TRANSLATES THEM, AND YOU HEAR THEM AS WORDS
THAT MEANS YOU DON'T HAVE YOUR THOUGHTs
YOU HAVE NO CONTORL
YOU ARE NOTHING
YOU ARE NOTHING BUT AWARENESS OF WORDS
THAT'S IT
LANGUAGE
THAT'S ALL THAT SEPERATES AS FROM THE ANIMALS
THAT'S ALL SENTIENCE IS
FUCKING LANGAGUE
WHAT A WASTE
NuKE US ALL
_____--
i don't like anything
i don't like anything
i don't like anythign
i don't like anyting
IT'S IN MY EYEs
THE FRUSTATIONS IS IN MY EYES
there is a growing, overwhelming feeling to destroy msyelf
with every words it grows
every fucking typo
everythingk gnas aways
I want to rip my own head off
I
I can feel it in my neck
my neck feels like it want sme to rip my own head off
and I'm scared I might do it
of cousre, I coudlnt' rip my own head off if I tried
AND I HAVE TREID HAHAHA
_-----
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can't stop touching parts of my body to make sure they're still there
another fucking waste of time
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I'm just wrong
fundamentaly
I lack things
thing you have
I'm less
you can't udnerstand it
neither can I
there's nothing to udnerstand
I'm just one of "them"
those people you don't hear anything about
because there's nothing to say
but I can't stop typing
so you hear from me
but you hear nothing
becasue I'm not saying anything
becasue there's nothing to say
________--
I don't like philosophy
nothing touches me
nothing helps
nothing hurts
except the things in my mind
I can't make myself feel better with simple lies
get back to the old deluded state of mind where I'm "special" and everyting will work out beacuse I'm me so they MUST work out BECASUE I'M ME
but it's getting hard
it's easier to hurt myself
when I can be boethered
which I mostly can't
it funs
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dj
h at least I'm not obsessed with death as much anymore
just life
it's stupid
I'M JUST GOING TO DIE
oh grea,t you remind me
I can't get over that
I'll NEVER get over that
I'M JUST GOING TO DIE
NOW
IN THIS TIMELEINES
IT'S LINEAR
LEADING TO DEATH
THE END
LOL
WILL HAPPEN
LOL!!!!!!!!
EVERYONE WILL FUCKING DIE SOON!
so that's so stupid
CAHNGE IT
______--
doctor darren dove like abusing his patients but he knew it was futile beasue ultimately he'd just die. That didn't STOP him thoug.
"doctor, should you be touching me there?2 asked th38 year old nervous woman.
"Yes," he said, simply.
the 17 year old girl didn't even ask him, she was too scared or was she just too trusting that he should be poking around there...could she see his erection through his trousers? He hoped she could.
He rubbed it up against her blatnely
she still never said anything
he fucking love it
POWER RUSH
OH GOD YES
Even when her father was beating him mercilessly three days later, he still didn't regret it.
he'd neve rfelt so alive
_________--
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evil people are boring
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perky people are FUN! poeple!
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this will be the last thing of the day ever
COULD I EVEr
eveyrthign hurts
too tried
start writng something and the tiredeness goes
what's the point in completeying a sentencevr
gn
g
h
gfdhgjnfdh
gj
d
jng
gh
gh
fh
h
h
h
THERE IS NOTHING
"there is nothing" will be stuck in my head forevert
fuc
frustration
how do you express frustration
just random keystrikeS?
sd
fh
adf
fh
afh
a
gj
61 things of the fuckdamn day and that's the best I can do?
THAT'S IT?
what was the point
I'd ratyher be in bed
WANKING
______
WHAT ARE THOUGHTS BEFORE THEY BECOME WORDS?
LIKE, YOU HEAR YOUR THOUGHTS IN WORDS
BUT WHERE DO THEY COME FROM
THEY CAN't START AS WORDS
YOUR MIND MUST TRANSALTE THEM TO WORDS
SO YOUR MIND HAS YOUR THOUIGHTS, TRANSLATES THEM, AND YOU HEAR THEM AS WORDS
THAT MEANS YOU DON'T HAVE YOUR THOUGHTs
YOU HAVE NO CONTORL
YOU ARE NOTHING
YOU ARE NOTHING BUT AWARENESS OF WORDS
THAT'S IT
LANGUAGE
THAT'S ALL THAT SEPERATES AS FROM THE ANIMALS
THAT'S ALL SENTIENCE IS
FUCKING LANGAGUE
WHAT A WASTE
NuKE US ALL
_____--
i don't like anything
i don't like anything
i don't like anythign
i don't like anyting
IT'S IN MY EYEs
THE FRUSTATIONS IS IN MY EYES
there is a growing, overwhelming feeling to destroy msyelf
with every words it grows
every fucking typo
everythingk gnas aways
I want to rip my own head off
I
I can feel it in my neck
my neck feels like it want sme to rip my own head off
and I'm scared I might do it
of cousre, I coudlnt' rip my own head off if I tried
AND I HAVE TREID HAHAHA
_-----
fg
fg
can't stop touching parts of my body to make sure they're still there
another fucking waste of time
lfhhahah
h
jh
h
e
I'm just wrong
fundamentaly
I lack things
thing you have
I'm less
you can't udnerstand it
neither can I
there's nothing to udnerstand
I'm just one of "them"
those people you don't hear anything about
because there's nothing to say
but I can't stop typing
so you hear from me
but you hear nothing
becasue I'm not saying anything
becasue there's nothing to say
________--
I don't like philosophy
nothing touches me
nothing helps
nothing hurts
except the things in my mind
I can't make myself feel better with simple lies
get back to the old deluded state of mind where I'm "special" and everyting will work out beacuse I'm me so they MUST work out BECASUE I'M ME
but it's getting hard
it's easier to hurt myself
when I can be boethered
which I mostly can't
it funs
h
j
dj
h at least I'm not obsessed with death as much anymore
just life
it's stupid
I'M JUST GOING TO DIE
oh grea,t you remind me
I can't get over that
I'll NEVER get over that
I'M JUST GOING TO DIE
NOW
IN THIS TIMELEINES
IT'S LINEAR
LEADING TO DEATH
THE END
LOL
WILL HAPPEN
LOL!!!!!!!!
EVERYONE WILL FUCKING DIE SOON!
so that's so stupid
CAHNGE IT
______--
doctor darren dove like abusing his patients but he knew it was futile beasue ultimately he'd just die. That didn't STOP him thoug.
"doctor, should you be touching me there?2 asked th38 year old nervous woman.
"Yes," he said, simply.
the 17 year old girl didn't even ask him, she was too scared or was she just too trusting that he should be poking around there...could she see his erection through his trousers? He hoped she could.
He rubbed it up against her blatnely
she still never said anything
he fucking love it
POWER RUSH
OH GOD YES
Even when her father was beating him mercilessly three days later, he still didn't regret it.
he'd neve rfelt so alive
_________--
lsdag
hg
h
h
h
h
h
h
h
hh
evil people are boring
gh
gh
h
g
perky people are FUN! poeple!
fg
g
gf
fg
g
this will be the last thing of the day ever