CaptainWacky
I want to smell dark matter
I'm supposed to write thing of the day now
but I'm too tired
i walsy
i always lea
i always leave it too late
always at the end of the day
when i'm tireed
and not creative
and can barely type
when i barely exist
but thing of the day HAS to come at the end of the day
sure, it could be easier to read if it came earlier
but that's not what thing of the day is about
thing of the day is about REGRET
it's about me looking back on a day wasted and posting self-pitying nonsense
that's what it's about
i think
i think it started as a replacement for story of the day
a way for me to be creative (LOL) without such a rigid structure
but i lost the mission, bro
because i have to keep going on about stuff
i have to EXPLAIN how my mind works
EXPLAIN I'm different form other people
and different in a significant way
different in the wya my mind works
that I'm LACKING in many basic human...things
I can't even write
I read all the time
all day on the itnerent!
okay, that's not so good
but books
I read books
good books!
but my writing is no better
i don't like words
so that's one thing
but not what I was trying to say
like human things
that you take for granted
i don't have them
that's what I mean
and I walsy go down the road
of explaining that
and justifying it
ON AND ON
every thing of the day just becomes me justifying the existence of thing of the day
like I'm doing now really
and it's too much
it needs to change
it's stagnant
it cna't go on
change or die
thing of the day will change
maybe
probably not
i'm probalby just writ about mongo and the princess eating ice cream or something
yeah that's what i'll do
after I lseep
too tired
should have done it earlier
should have done everything earlier
too late
NEVER TOO LATE
but I won't
I'll make excuses
put things off
try and fail then give up right away
because things hurt
mind is too clouded
and if it wasn't clouded I'd be worried about it not being clouded
can't win
can't do things
too much pressure
invented pressure just as real as real pressure
even worse in fact
anyway
like I was saying
BANG BANG
a story about ducks
_____________
Duck McDuck watched his mother as she lay dying and he cried but she told him not to cry for all must die and he would see her again in the afterducklife and he obeyed her wishes and went on to live a full ducklife and did he see her again well some mysteries we cannot know for ourselves until we all reach the afterducklife.
_____________
good story
this will be the last thing of the day ever
but I'm too tired
i walsy
i always lea
i always leave it too late
always at the end of the day
when i'm tireed
and not creative
and can barely type
when i barely exist
but thing of the day HAS to come at the end of the day
sure, it could be easier to read if it came earlier
but that's not what thing of the day is about
thing of the day is about REGRET
it's about me looking back on a day wasted and posting self-pitying nonsense
that's what it's about
i think
i think it started as a replacement for story of the day
a way for me to be creative (LOL) without such a rigid structure
but i lost the mission, bro
because i have to keep going on about stuff
i have to EXPLAIN how my mind works
EXPLAIN I'm different form other people
and different in a significant way
different in the wya my mind works
that I'm LACKING in many basic human...things
I can't even write
I read all the time
all day on the itnerent!
okay, that's not so good
but books
I read books
good books!
but my writing is no better
i don't like words
so that's one thing
but not what I was trying to say
like human things
that you take for granted
i don't have them
that's what I mean
and I walsy go down the road
of explaining that
and justifying it
ON AND ON
every thing of the day just becomes me justifying the existence of thing of the day
like I'm doing now really
and it's too much
it needs to change
it's stagnant
it cna't go on
change or die
thing of the day will change
maybe
probably not
i'm probalby just writ about mongo and the princess eating ice cream or something
yeah that's what i'll do
after I lseep
too tired
should have done it earlier
should have done everything earlier
too late
NEVER TOO LATE
but I won't
I'll make excuses
put things off
try and fail then give up right away
because things hurt
mind is too clouded
and if it wasn't clouded I'd be worried about it not being clouded
can't win
can't do things
too much pressure
invented pressure just as real as real pressure
even worse in fact
anyway
like I was saying
BANG BANG
a story about ducks
_____________
Duck McDuck watched his mother as she lay dying and he cried but she told him not to cry for all must die and he would see her again in the afterducklife and he obeyed her wishes and went on to live a full ducklife and did he see her again well some mysteries we cannot know for ourselves until we all reach the afterducklife.
_____________
good story
this will be the last thing of the day ever
