CaptainWacky
I want to smell dark matter
nothing to say
how can you do thing of the day when you have nothing to say
just want to sleep
non-existance
but you have to wake up
you have to lie in bed and realise you have to get up
you have to get up
why
because you're alive
can't just lie in bed
but you feel pathetic
you know bed is the best place for you
you know you'll never be anything more than this
all you can do right is lie in bed
it's all your equiped for
so why not kill yourself
why are you even scared of killing yourself anyway?
it's going to happen!
you're going to die
in an instant
now
every moment is the present
no past, no future, just the present
you die in the present
you die now
so kill yourself!
make no differece, right?
yet you're still scared
you trained yourself to fear death
of course
it's the end of live!
you're only here because you're alive
so you can't kill yourself
right?
well
what if you argue it all away
reality isn't going to change
you're only living out of fear
not even out of hope
well, maybe a little hope
shadow of a hope
that old hope
things will get better!
the only way for things to get better is for relaity to change
reality isnt going to change
life is the problem
life is this
it's not going to change
unless you die
so kill yourself
but you're afraid
just wait then
youll still die in the present
what difference does it make if you suffer first
what differentce
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When Mister Bumbag Baggins turned 111 years old the people of the Shore knew it would be a party of special magnificacsajltn
"he's gonig to have a fucking big party and shit!" said old master hitler. "he's going to give out gold and jewels and babies to all and sundry!"
"he's mad!" said old master stalin. "mad in the fucking head that one!"
"LEAVE HIM ALONE," said Sam the Shouter who liked to shout. "YOU JEALOUS OLD BASTARDS!"
they barred Sam from the pub after that.
the party came and 111 hobbots were invited and they all fucking stuff their faces with cake and cocaine and had sex behind the trees adn then mister bumbag made a fucking speech.
"I'm old!" he said. "I'm going to fucking die soon and I've wasted my fucking life!" Then he clutched his chest and died of a heart attack.
"HHAHAHAAH, STUPID OLD BASTARD DYING LIKE THAT, THAT'LL NEVER HAPPEN TO ME!" said his nepth Foodro, licking out a girl hobbot's cunt.
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AS asf ASgjalkg Tolkein was a better man then me
FRUSTRATION ANGER RAGE SGKL
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how can you do thing of the day when you have nothing to say
just want to sleep
non-existance
but you have to wake up
you have to lie in bed and realise you have to get up
you have to get up
why
because you're alive
can't just lie in bed
but you feel pathetic
you know bed is the best place for you
you know you'll never be anything more than this
all you can do right is lie in bed
it's all your equiped for
so why not kill yourself
why are you even scared of killing yourself anyway?
it's going to happen!
you're going to die
in an instant
now
every moment is the present
no past, no future, just the present
you die in the present
you die now
so kill yourself!
make no differece, right?
yet you're still scared
you trained yourself to fear death
of course
it's the end of live!
you're only here because you're alive
so you can't kill yourself
right?
well
what if you argue it all away
reality isn't going to change
you're only living out of fear
not even out of hope
well, maybe a little hope
shadow of a hope
that old hope
things will get better!
the only way for things to get better is for relaity to change
reality isnt going to change
life is the problem
life is this
it's not going to change
unless you die
so kill yourself
but you're afraid
just wait then
youll still die in the present
what difference does it make if you suffer first
what differentce
asfksgkljjdgjjlk fgljksdfhjkldfhk
dfh
fh
dghsjkdhsjkljh gdUGSDKh
dh
asd
h
sdh
sdh aHK
h
has
h
h
ad
h
ah a hjkahjkf FUCK FUASK FUF KASDFK SCUNT KIL LMSYe LJKSDF LK DIE RAPE MURE RHIVD CANCER AIDS PAIN DEAHT
OH BUT MAYBE GOD HAS A PLN!!!!!!!112hn
hg
fh
When Mister Bumbag Baggins turned 111 years old the people of the Shore knew it would be a party of special magnificacsajltn
"he's gonig to have a fucking big party and shit!" said old master hitler. "he's going to give out gold and jewels and babies to all and sundry!"
"he's mad!" said old master stalin. "mad in the fucking head that one!"
"LEAVE HIM ALONE," said Sam the Shouter who liked to shout. "YOU JEALOUS OLD BASTARDS!"
they barred Sam from the pub after that.
the party came and 111 hobbots were invited and they all fucking stuff their faces with cake and cocaine and had sex behind the trees adn then mister bumbag made a fucking speech.
"I'm old!" he said. "I'm going to fucking die soon and I've wasted my fucking life!" Then he clutched his chest and died of a heart attack.
"HHAHAHAAH, STUPID OLD BASTARD DYING LIKE THAT, THAT'LL NEVER HAPPEN TO ME!" said his nepth Foodro, licking out a girl hobbot's cunt.
f
s____________________________----
AS asf ASgjalkg Tolkein was a better man then me
FRUSTRATION ANGER RAGE SGKL
alksa DISCOMFORT
DISQUIET
fasjkg DISEVERYTHING
fs
gs