CaptainWacky
I want to smell dark matter
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH
EXPECTING THE CONTINUING STORY WEREN'T YOU
MY ADORING FANS
HAHAHAHAHa
TOO BAD
YOU JIMMY JACKS
YOUC AN'T PUT ME IN A CAGE
YOU CAN'T MAKE ME WRITE THIGNS FOR YOUR AMUSMENT
THAT'S LIKE
GRRR
I GET ANGRY JUST THINKING ABOUT IT
THAT'S WHY I TYPED GRRR JUST THERE
THAT'S LIKE
LIKE
OH I DON'T KNOW
LIKE HAVING EXPECTATIONS FOR ME
THAT'S A DIRTY WORDS
EXPECTATIONS
THEY ARE MY ENEMY
THEY ARE THE MIND-KILLER
I CAN'T
AAAAAAAAAAAAAH
I AHVE EXPECTATIONS ON MYSELF TO FINISH THIS LINE OF THOUGHT IN A COHERRANT WAY AND IT'S DRIVING ME ROUND THE BEND
HAHAHA
A
A
AHAHAHA
BUT
NO
CAN'T
HANDLE
EXPECTATIONS
NOT EVEN THE SMALLEST OF THEM
I AM NOTHING BUT TH EMOMENT
CAN'T PLAN AHEAD
CAN'T HANDLE IT
TOO MUCH STRESS
IT ALL DEPNDS ON PLANNNING AHEAD
IF I DON'T PLAN AHEAD THEN I'M NOT REALL ALIVE
AND NOTHING MATTERS
AND I DON'T HAVE TOO FEEL STRESS
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
ONLY WAY
STREES IS CLOGGING
CLOGS ME UP
MELTS MY BRAIN
TURNS MY BODY TO PLASTIC
CAN'T HAVE IT
BUT EVEN THE SMALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLEST THING
LIKE TH EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EXPECTATION TO SPEAK IN SENTENCES
IT'S TOO MUCH
IT'S ALL TOO MUCH
JUS TSTARE AT THE MIDDLE DISTANCE
LIFE HASNT' EVEN BEGUN YET
__________________________________________-
my wristssssssssss hurt
should i stopp writing?
or sacrifice my wrists?
because this is imporTANT, isn't it?
writing?
creating
puitting myself onto the internet
if I don't do tha
I'LLL ALL BE IN MY HEAD
and I'll see
I'll see that I'm NOTHING
I can't have that
it drive sme mad
HAHAHA
I rememmber
one time
I was in a hotel room
alone
and it was horus beofre I could get to sleep
and I was jus tsitting there
alone
no internet
TV YEs
but that's not enough
and I felt nothing
because I was nothing
I'm nothing but my meme tree
there's nothing else
need input
oh fuck
I'm just going to die
EXPECTING THE CONTINUING STORY WEREN'T YOU
MY ADORING FANS
HAHAHAHAHa
TOO BAD
YOU JIMMY JACKS
YOUC AN'T PUT ME IN A CAGE
YOU CAN'T MAKE ME WRITE THIGNS FOR YOUR AMUSMENT
THAT'S LIKE
GRRR
I GET ANGRY JUST THINKING ABOUT IT
THAT'S WHY I TYPED GRRR JUST THERE
THAT'S LIKE
LIKE
OH I DON'T KNOW
LIKE HAVING EXPECTATIONS FOR ME
THAT'S A DIRTY WORDS
EXPECTATIONS
THEY ARE MY ENEMY
THEY ARE THE MIND-KILLER
I CAN'T
AAAAAAAAAAAAAH
I AHVE EXPECTATIONS ON MYSELF TO FINISH THIS LINE OF THOUGHT IN A COHERRANT WAY AND IT'S DRIVING ME ROUND THE BEND
HAHAHA
A
A
AHAHAHA
BUT
NO
CAN'T
HANDLE
EXPECTATIONS
NOT EVEN THE SMALLEST OF THEM
I AM NOTHING BUT TH EMOMENT
CAN'T PLAN AHEAD
CAN'T HANDLE IT
TOO MUCH STRESS
IT ALL DEPNDS ON PLANNNING AHEAD
IF I DON'T PLAN AHEAD THEN I'M NOT REALL ALIVE
AND NOTHING MATTERS
AND I DON'T HAVE TOO FEEL STRESS
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
ONLY WAY
STREES IS CLOGGING
CLOGS ME UP
MELTS MY BRAIN
TURNS MY BODY TO PLASTIC
CAN'T HAVE IT
BUT EVEN THE SMALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLEST THING
LIKE TH EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EXPECTATION TO SPEAK IN SENTENCES
IT'S TOO MUCH
IT'S ALL TOO MUCH
JUS TSTARE AT THE MIDDLE DISTANCE
LIFE HASNT' EVEN BEGUN YET
__________________________________________-
my wristssssssssss hurt
should i stopp writing?
or sacrifice my wrists?
because this is imporTANT, isn't it?
writing?
creating
puitting myself onto the internet
if I don't do tha
I'LLL ALL BE IN MY HEAD
and I'll see
I'll see that I'm NOTHING
I can't have that
it drive sme mad
HAHAHA
I rememmber
one time
I was in a hotel room
alone
and it was horus beofre I could get to sleep
and I was jus tsitting there
alone
no internet
TV YEs
but that's not enough
and I felt nothing
because I was nothing
I'm nothing but my meme tree
there's nothing else
need input
oh fuck
I'm just going to die
