CaptainWacky
I want to smell dark matter
jihof joi
gggggggggggggg
t
gjust
thorwin doinw words
this is freesytle
through a big soggy mist of mashed potato thoughts
tj
just
fsajg
trying to become somethibng
not relaly going to happen is it
gf
jbrain never fully developed
left with this
ggggggg
jif
sometimes I start spinning around and feel hpapy for a moment
maybet heact of spinning is mixing some happy chemcials into my brain
myabe i hsould just get drunk
maybe I should look another human being in the eyes
maybe
maybe I should dgoo
kg
what
lost it agians
get distracted by nothing
it's just a routine
a process
every day
just follow the impulses
to nothing
no end
except ht eone
and then
nothing
well that's what an end is I suppose
jai hof
gsg
gggggggggggggggggggg
wish
sssssssssssyou can't be more thna youar e
t
ggggggggggggggg fffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff
i don' nkow what it's liek ti oahve a poperpe rmind
i like sleeping
if sleep fro hours and like i
bugftttt
i like hlying awake in a half sleep state
iiffffffffffffffffffff
i just feel constant low level panic at all times and anything will bring it up to high level
but not when i'm alseep i guess lol
fffffffffffffffhhhhhahahhah
just mashed potatoa in my head]#
no ponit
ggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
why woul ido anything
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
JUST FUCKING BORKEN FUCK IT ALL EITHER HELP OR STOP READING CHANGE THE UNIVERSE OR KILL ME OR KILL THE UNIVERSE OR CHANGE EVERYONE ELSE SO THEY'RE LIKE ME JUST DO HHELP F NENEDD MY BRAIN CHANGED BUT SITLL REMINAN ME IN SOME WAY SO THAT I'M THE SAME RPSON AND THERE'S A CONTINUITY BUT I'M ALSO DIFFERENT NEED THAT HAHKLASGJ NEED IT ALLLJ NO BIRKCS IN MY FEET
gggggggggggggg
t
gjust
thorwin doinw words
this is freesytle
through a big soggy mist of mashed potato thoughts
tj
just
fsajg
trying to become somethibng
not relaly going to happen is it
gf
jbrain never fully developed
left with this
ggggggg
jif
sometimes I start spinning around and feel hpapy for a moment
maybet heact of spinning is mixing some happy chemcials into my brain
myabe i hsould just get drunk
maybe I should look another human being in the eyes
maybe
maybe I should dgoo
kg
what
lost it agians
get distracted by nothing
it's just a routine
a process
every day
just follow the impulses
to nothing
no end
except ht eone
and then
nothing
well that's what an end is I suppose
jai hof
gsg
gggggggggggggggggggg
wish
sssssssssssyou can't be more thna youar e
t
ggggggggggggggg fffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff
i don' nkow what it's liek ti oahve a poperpe rmind
i like sleeping
if sleep fro hours and like i
bugftttt
i like hlying awake in a half sleep state
iiffffffffffffffffffff
i just feel constant low level panic at all times and anything will bring it up to high level
but not when i'm alseep i guess lol
fffffffffffffffhhhhhahahhah
just mashed potatoa in my head]#
no ponit
ggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
why woul ido anything
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
JUST FUCKING BORKEN FUCK IT ALL EITHER HELP OR STOP READING CHANGE THE UNIVERSE OR KILL ME OR KILL THE UNIVERSE OR CHANGE EVERYONE ELSE SO THEY'RE LIKE ME JUST DO HHELP F NENEDD MY BRAIN CHANGED BUT SITLL REMINAN ME IN SOME WAY SO THAT I'M THE SAME RPSON AND THERE'S A CONTINUITY BUT I'M ALSO DIFFERENT NEED THAT HAHKLASGJ NEED IT ALLLJ NO BIRKCS IN MY FEET