CaptainWacky
I want to smell dark matter
528529 found themself trapped in layers of complexity. they could not tell which were real memories of the creator and which were merely stories.
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He was the big MAN. HE HAD BIG MUSCLES He ATE PIEs.
NO THIS ONE WAS A LIe
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he was having a heart attack
panic attack?
Same thign
_____________
NO THAT WAS LIe
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babndon
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528529 were alarmed to discover that there came a point where the creator just abandoned his I don't lke anything logs
he'd come up with a concep tfor a log
but feel pathetic and small and ashamed when writing it
and give up
or just add more dividing lines and write I AM NOT HUMAN
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I AM NOT HUMAN
I AM NOT HUMAN
I AN NTO HUMNA
I AM NOT HUMAN
I AM NOT HUMAN
I AM NOT HONG UM
AI M ANOTHING HTUMNA
I A AM TNO HUAMN
I AM NOT HUMAN
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i feel less aware of the act of typing than ever
all sense of self is stirppped awy
I am eyesight sitting in front of a computer
im' not thinking
i ma not feeling the senation of not thining
there is literllay nothing
i could die and not even ntoice
and it wouldnt maek a differenc!
))
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I am not human
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528529 did not like this. they knew he had died eventually. but wasn't there anything before that? was it just the same thing repeated again and again, and less authentic each time? Was there really nothing as he was so fond of saying? Of course it made sense. That was his life, all his life they were aware of. Why would his death change that? Nothing has to happen before you die. it can happen at any moment. they knew tha.t They just didn't liek being reminded of it. it filled them with dread.
There is not story, they reminded themselve. There is no narrative to the I don't like antying logs. It's just a tragic life. One of billions. They realised their life wasn't any different. They were immortal and now trapped inside the logs, but even if they were outside they would just be doing things. Again and agian. Growing bored. they would die too. Their kind had befoer. ntohign lasts for ever. but at least they could enjoy things, right? did they enjoy things? They had thought they had the at the time. But they couldn't be sure now. They could have just been reacting the way they were programmed. They couldn't be sure if anything had been real. And what did it matter when it pased?
they didn't like anything.
What could they do about it?
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NTHOGHING
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hmm
but maybe...
no
MAYUBe
no
AH BUT I IF I REALISED THE NO THEN...
no
that doens't help
being more aware doesn't help
being less aware dont' help
being aware that your'e purposely being less aware doesn't help
being aware theat your'e being aware that your'e puerpplseobly being less aware or more aware or more or less aware of some state of awarness dosn't help
it's not a jorney
so there's justu this.
what is this?
this is just typing wors
thid is just navigation the i dno't like antyign logs if you want
this is this
well
the universe?
this is the result?
hit's it's just maddening
no escape
literally none
it's too much.
make up a narrative
but you knwo
haha
jjjjjjjjjj
it's just too much
"just going to die"
"there is nothing"
that's not even right
it's even worse than that
not going to live
that's the illusion
that you might think your'e alive
that's it
that's the illulsion
and working that out doesn't help either
great
HAHA
fgijflffffffffffffffffffffff
look at pictures of girls and feel nothing?
that'll passt he time.
________________________________
He was the big MAN. HE HAD BIG MUSCLES He ATE PIEs.
NO THIS ONE WAS A LIe
___________--
he was having a heart attack
panic attack?
Same thign
_____________
NO THAT WAS LIe
gfdji
hg
sdjh_fhsd
h
__
babndon
g
ddddddddddddddd
__________-
528529 were alarmed to discover that there came a point where the creator just abandoned his I don't lke anything logs
he'd come up with a concep tfor a log
but feel pathetic and small and ashamed when writing it
and give up
or just add more dividing lines and write I AM NOT HUMAN
________
I AM NOT HUMAN
I AM NOT HUMAN
I AN NTO HUMNA
I AM NOT HUMAN
I AM NOT HUMAN
I AM NOT HONG UM
AI M ANOTHING HTUMNA
I A AM TNO HUAMN
I AM NOT HUMAN
______________-
i feel less aware of the act of typing than ever
all sense of self is stirppped awy
I am eyesight sitting in front of a computer
im' not thinking
i ma not feeling the senation of not thining
there is literllay nothing
i could die and not even ntoice
and it wouldnt maek a differenc!
))
_______________________-
I am not human
________________________--
528529 did not like this. they knew he had died eventually. but wasn't there anything before that? was it just the same thing repeated again and again, and less authentic each time? Was there really nothing as he was so fond of saying? Of course it made sense. That was his life, all his life they were aware of. Why would his death change that? Nothing has to happen before you die. it can happen at any moment. they knew tha.t They just didn't liek being reminded of it. it filled them with dread.
There is not story, they reminded themselve. There is no narrative to the I don't like antying logs. It's just a tragic life. One of billions. They realised their life wasn't any different. They were immortal and now trapped inside the logs, but even if they were outside they would just be doing things. Again and agian. Growing bored. they would die too. Their kind had befoer. ntohign lasts for ever. but at least they could enjoy things, right? did they enjoy things? They had thought they had the at the time. But they couldn't be sure now. They could have just been reacting the way they were programmed. They couldn't be sure if anything had been real. And what did it matter when it pased?
they didn't like anything.
What could they do about it?
_______________-
NTHOGHING
________________-
hmm
but maybe...
no
MAYUBe
no
AH BUT I IF I REALISED THE NO THEN...
no
that doens't help
being more aware doesn't help
being less aware dont' help
being aware that your'e purposely being less aware doesn't help
being aware theat your'e being aware that your'e puerpplseobly being less aware or more aware or more or less aware of some state of awarness dosn't help
it's not a jorney
so there's justu this.
what is this?
this is just typing wors
thid is just navigation the i dno't like antyign logs if you want
this is this
well
the universe?
this is the result?
hit's it's just maddening
no escape
literally none
it's too much.
make up a narrative
but you knwo
haha
jjjjjjjjjj
it's just too much
"just going to die"
"there is nothing"
that's not even right
it's even worse than that
not going to live
that's the illusion
that you might think your'e alive
that's it
that's the illulsion
and working that out doesn't help either
great
HAHA
fgijflffffffffffffffffffffff
look at pictures of girls and feel nothing?
that'll passt he time.