CaptainWacky
I want to smell dark matter
if only it was easy to communicate with people over the internet
say they coudl all have a message board they could post on together and talk about things
that would never wokr, surely!
let's abandon that CRAZY idea
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gfsdogfoffffffffffffff
everything breaks apart
drifts away
doesn't care neough to undrift
it would be easy
really really really easy
but it's easier not to
so let's go with not
because it's easier
___________
g
g
g
g
g
g
g
gjg
body tearing aparts
aprt
will liter
APARt
_____________
body tearing apart
will literally be torn apart
split
open
apart
will be
it would happen
____________
think of all the times you haven't died
weird
__________________
skins hurt
everyhitn hruts
is it even hurting
I don't kn
w
it's just
i odn't know what everyone else feels
but it isn't this
it cna't be this
they'd be me if it was this
we all have no choice but to be the person our brain makes us
can't
f
___________
IMMORTAL BILLY
HE WAS ALONE IN HIS ROOM
HE HAD BEEN FOR FIVE HUNDRED YEARS
HE'D JUST BEEN LYING IN BED
BEING IMMORTAL
IT WAS BETTER THAN BEING DEAD OR ALIVE
JUST LYING
HE STARED AT A PICTURE OF A GIRL FOR A WHILE
HE COULDN'T MASTURBATE THOUGH
THAT HAD GONE FROM HIS MIND
THE PSHYHcOGOCLASGLISAGnas
jHE COULDN'T REMEMBER WORDS EITHER SOMETI MES
HE WAS IMMORTAL BUT HE WANS't SUPERMAN
OF COURSE ALL HIS ONLINE FRIENDS HAD DIED
THEY WERE THE ONLY WAY HE COULD INTERACT WITH THE WORLD
BUT THEY WERNE'T IMMORTAL
SO THEY WERE ALL DEAD
SOME OF THE MESSAGE BOARDS HE'D POSTED ON WERE STILL AROUND
HE'D BUMP HIS OLD THREADS SOMETIMES
OF COURSE NONE OF THEM EVER CAME BACK TO REPLY
BECAUSE THEY WERE DEAD
HE COULD HAVE MADE NEW FRIENDS
BUT THEY WOULD JUST LEAVE HIM ANWYAY
HE HATED THEM FOR IT
EVEN THOUGH THEY WERE DEAD
SOME HAD LEFT BEFORE DYING
THE BASTARDS
COUDLN'T THEY TALK TO HIM AGAIN BEFORE DYING
DID THEY NOT CARE?
WITH THEIR STUPID MORTAL LIVES THEY LIVED
HOW COULD THEY TOLERATE IT
HOW COULD THEY NOT ALL TURN IMMORTAL LIKE HIM
THAT WAS HOW IT HAD HAPPENED
THROUGH SHEER FORCE OF WILL HE HAD BECOME IMMORTAL
BECAUSE THERE WAS NO ALTERNATIVE
COULDN'T LIVE COULDN'T DIE
IMMORTAL IT WAS
AND THEN IN THIS ROOM
BECAUSE HE COULDN'T BE AROUND THE MORTALS
NEVER
SO THERE WAS THIS
BUT NOW HE HAD NO OUTLET
AND HE WAS JUST LYING THERE
STARING AT THE CEILING
HE COULDN'T REMEMBER WHAT OTHER PEOPLE WERE LIKE
IN THREE DIMENSIONS
HE DREAMED OF THEM SOMETIMES
AND SOMETIMES THEY WERE REAL PEOPLE
SOMETIMES THEY WERE HIDEOUS DEFORMED NON PEOPLE
SOMETIMES THEY WERE JUST SHAPES AND FLESH FLOATING AROUND
BUT ANYWAY
WHEN HE WAS AWAKE HE COUDNL'T SEE THEM
COULDN'T PICTURE THEM
COULD FEEL THEM
HE WAS TRULY ALONE
WITH HIS THOUGHTS
AND HE WAS RUNNING OUT OF THOUGHTS
HE HAD TO BREKA THE CYLCE
HE HAD TO DIE
THROUGH SHEER FORCE OF WILL HE TRIED TO DIE
SECONDS PASSED IN WHICH HE DID NOT EXIST
BUT THEn...HE WAS BACK AGAIN
HE STILL EXISTED
HE'D ALWAYS EXIST
HE'D NEVER EXIST
THIS WAS IT
FOREVER
HE THOUGHT OF ROLLING OVER ONTO HIS OTHER SIDE
BUT THAT WAS SUCH A COMMITMENT
________________________________
hjkkhhhhh
imagine if you wer all skin all over
no eeyes no mouth no nose no ears no asshole no cockhole
just skin
trapped inside it
imagine that
YOU ARE
YOU ARE THAT NOW
__________
f
fffffffffffffffff
there is nothing less
there is nothing less than me
and there is nothing left to say
and few left to hear it
____________
jbgggg
there is noth9ing
there is nothing
there is ntohing
there is nothing
there isn tohing
ther eis nothing
there is tnohing
there is nothing
there insthinge
there ins thoent
there is ntohing
thees is thong
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is thoning
there is nothing
there is thonig
there is nothing
there is ntohing
DIE RIGH TNOW DIE THIS SECOND
there is nothing
there isnothing
there isnothing
there isnthing
tis there insthing
there isnothing
there ins thonig
am i real doing this
ther eisn othing
there is nothing
there isn othng
there isn tonig
fade fade fdade
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is ntihning
there insothing
there is nothign
there is nothing
there is nithing
there tis ntihing
there isn thing
no i'm not okay
there isnothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there isn thing
there isn nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
ther eis nothign
there is nothing
ther is thonigg
gggggggggggggg
_
cpaojtkwkacy
fddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd
fuk yofu
fucm mtyh
f
gggggggggggggg
gnohchloegraemorzist
sex
gs
athere isnothing
there is nothing
there in
nsnthin frineds nol
lo
l
lol
lol
lol
olojjjjjjjjj there isnothing th
there isn t
this is it
this it it
this is it
this it it
this is it
this is it
this is it
this is it
thsi is it
this is it
this it
this is the lfie
there is ntohigngh
say they coudl all have a message board they could post on together and talk about things
that would never wokr, surely!
let's abandon that CRAZY idea
_)______________f
s
gfsdogfoffffffffffffff
everything breaks apart
drifts away
doesn't care neough to undrift
it would be easy
really really really easy
but it's easier not to
so let's go with not
because it's easier
___________
g
g
g
g
g
g
g
gjg
body tearing aparts
aprt
will liter
APARt
_____________
body tearing apart
will literally be torn apart
split
open
apart
will be
it would happen
____________
think of all the times you haven't died
weird
__________________
skins hurt
everyhitn hruts
is it even hurting
I don't kn
w
it's just
i odn't know what everyone else feels
but it isn't this
it cna't be this
they'd be me if it was this
we all have no choice but to be the person our brain makes us
can't
f
___________
IMMORTAL BILLY
HE WAS ALONE IN HIS ROOM
HE HAD BEEN FOR FIVE HUNDRED YEARS
HE'D JUST BEEN LYING IN BED
BEING IMMORTAL
IT WAS BETTER THAN BEING DEAD OR ALIVE
JUST LYING
HE STARED AT A PICTURE OF A GIRL FOR A WHILE
HE COULDN'T MASTURBATE THOUGH
THAT HAD GONE FROM HIS MIND
THE PSHYHcOGOCLASGLISAGnas
jHE COULDN'T REMEMBER WORDS EITHER SOMETI MES
HE WAS IMMORTAL BUT HE WANS't SUPERMAN
OF COURSE ALL HIS ONLINE FRIENDS HAD DIED
THEY WERE THE ONLY WAY HE COULD INTERACT WITH THE WORLD
BUT THEY WERNE'T IMMORTAL
SO THEY WERE ALL DEAD
SOME OF THE MESSAGE BOARDS HE'D POSTED ON WERE STILL AROUND
HE'D BUMP HIS OLD THREADS SOMETIMES
OF COURSE NONE OF THEM EVER CAME BACK TO REPLY
BECAUSE THEY WERE DEAD
HE COULD HAVE MADE NEW FRIENDS
BUT THEY WOULD JUST LEAVE HIM ANWYAY
HE HATED THEM FOR IT
EVEN THOUGH THEY WERE DEAD
SOME HAD LEFT BEFORE DYING
THE BASTARDS
COUDLN'T THEY TALK TO HIM AGAIN BEFORE DYING
DID THEY NOT CARE?
WITH THEIR STUPID MORTAL LIVES THEY LIVED
HOW COULD THEY TOLERATE IT
HOW COULD THEY NOT ALL TURN IMMORTAL LIKE HIM
THAT WAS HOW IT HAD HAPPENED
THROUGH SHEER FORCE OF WILL HE HAD BECOME IMMORTAL
BECAUSE THERE WAS NO ALTERNATIVE
COULDN'T LIVE COULDN'T DIE
IMMORTAL IT WAS
AND THEN IN THIS ROOM
BECAUSE HE COULDN'T BE AROUND THE MORTALS
NEVER
SO THERE WAS THIS
BUT NOW HE HAD NO OUTLET
AND HE WAS JUST LYING THERE
STARING AT THE CEILING
HE COULDN'T REMEMBER WHAT OTHER PEOPLE WERE LIKE
IN THREE DIMENSIONS
HE DREAMED OF THEM SOMETIMES
AND SOMETIMES THEY WERE REAL PEOPLE
SOMETIMES THEY WERE HIDEOUS DEFORMED NON PEOPLE
SOMETIMES THEY WERE JUST SHAPES AND FLESH FLOATING AROUND
BUT ANYWAY
WHEN HE WAS AWAKE HE COUDNL'T SEE THEM
COULDN'T PICTURE THEM
COULD FEEL THEM
HE WAS TRULY ALONE
WITH HIS THOUGHTS
AND HE WAS RUNNING OUT OF THOUGHTS
HE HAD TO BREKA THE CYLCE
HE HAD TO DIE
THROUGH SHEER FORCE OF WILL HE TRIED TO DIE
SECONDS PASSED IN WHICH HE DID NOT EXIST
BUT THEn...HE WAS BACK AGAIN
HE STILL EXISTED
HE'D ALWAYS EXIST
HE'D NEVER EXIST
THIS WAS IT
FOREVER
HE THOUGHT OF ROLLING OVER ONTO HIS OTHER SIDE
BUT THAT WAS SUCH A COMMITMENT
________________________________
hjkkhhhhh
imagine if you wer all skin all over
no eeyes no mouth no nose no ears no asshole no cockhole
just skin
trapped inside it
imagine that
YOU ARE
YOU ARE THAT NOW
__________
f
fffffffffffffffff
there is nothing less
there is nothing less than me
and there is nothing left to say
and few left to hear it
____________
jbgggg
there is noth9ing
there is nothing
there is ntohing
there is nothing
there isn tohing
ther eis nothing
there is tnohing
there is nothing
there insthinge
there ins thoent
there is ntohing
thees is thong
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is thoning
there is nothing
there is thonig
there is nothing
there is ntohing
DIE RIGH TNOW DIE THIS SECOND
there is nothing
there isnothing
there isnothing
there isnthing
tis there insthing
there isnothing
there ins thonig
am i real doing this
ther eisn othing
there is nothing
there isn othng
there isn tonig
fade fade fdade
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is ntihning
there insothing
there is nothign
there is nothing
there is nithing
there tis ntihing
there isn thing
no i'm not okay
there isnothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there isn thing
there isn nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
ther eis nothign
there is nothing
ther is thonigg
gggggggggggggg
_
cpaojtkwkacy
fddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd
fuk yofu
fucm mtyh
f
gggggggggggggg
gnohchloegraemorzist
sex
gs
athere isnothing
there is nothing
there in
nsnthin frineds nol
lo
l
lol
lol
lol
olojjjjjjjjj there isnothing th
there isn t
this is it
this it it
this is it
this it it
this is it
this is it
this is it
this is it
thsi is it
this is it
this it
this is the lfie
there is ntohigngh