CaptainWacky
I want to smell dark matter
feel ill alll the time stomach always hurts body hurts hands hurt no fingers nothing to dbut owrry to do BUT worry this will be a thingof the day wher ei don't delete anything okay no corrections just raw pure shit coming fomr my fake brain iwth the illluison of free will right to your screen via a keyboard wrods get in the way of real thoughts but i din't really have real thoughts do i oit's just brain neurons firing off and firing and hitting each other andmaking things pop up in my stupid head and there's an awareness i guess but is there really i'm aware of the awareness so does that mean there's a second awareness i don't know how cany people not thinki about this all the time and not go mad oh that's righ their fake brains work better than mine and they do normal peopel stuff with their normal mirror neurons that's whyu so i just sit there HERE and rot lol anyway yeah what is there to do if not worry i can't even remember what it's like i'djust worry about the face that i'm not worrying wouldn't i mister pie why did i type that it means nothing haha trying to prove i'm real mister fish see that one didn't rhyme so it's even less than nothing anyway cassie you sholuld have read the thing of the day previous to this one it was better i think or maybe worse same thing can feel my thoughts bouncing off the inside of my skull i think not really roast chicken for a brain big cubes of nothing in there just brain cubes i am not look time is pasisng i'm still typing this realistically what am i going to do instead go out and meet a woman and say "let's get marrie di'm not normal and can't talk to you like a normal person and i look fucking wierd but yeah marry me anyway okay" and then she will and we have kids but i'd probably teach them to be evil or something serioulsy i 'd teach them to hate and yeah i can't have kids oay it was a bad idea okay so yeah really do you think i'd be doing this if normalcy was an option this is the only way don't judge people okay i probably do it too and i shouldn't no one should unless your a judge and the person is on trial for eating bacon or something judge them then say "I find you guilty of eating bacon you fat prick" and then stab them to death like a boss you fucking judge of deathwhat the fuck how did he get to be a jduge anyway first of all i don't think people should be on trail for eating bacon sorry vegans and second of all umm what the fuck a jduge that stabs people and shoudln't he ask the jury fo rthe verdict instead of just saying "GUILTY!" at the start of the trial and stabbing everyone to death i donm't think this guy's arela jduge but what can we do to get rid of him tell borish johnson what would he do fart on him probably not he doens't do that so yeah anyway maybe we should be ont rail for eating aceone for eating bacone just think about it what if meating eat i mean eating meat actually is eviel like vegans say and the reason we're all so dismissive of vegans is that we know they're right and sometimes pretty so we just say "HAHAHA STUPID VEGANS" but really if you think about it we don't have to eat meat and animals are actually alive too I mean love my cat (well "love") but would I eat her no of course I wouldn't but is a pig any different from y cat in its brain probably not even though tis' farmed and my cat is domesticated but that's just a jsutification it's still a living fucking being and I'm fucking eating it yumyum but really i must hae eating thousands of pbigs cows and hcickens in my life by now so what's the poinst of stopping now if it's evil to eat meat then I'm already evil and stopping now won't chagne that so I might as well eat eat eat all the fucking meat lol and also kill people yeah that's right i've decided to kill eveyrone in the entire world lol that will show them and then i'll eat them like i ate al those pigs and then their sreng strength will pass on to me and i'll never die and my brain will grow and be as large as the entire universe and stars will be my neurons and i'll fucking consume all the uother univeres and all the other realities and eeyronting willb ei n me becasue i'm the only person who fucking matters I'm the only person I know is reall so why should'nt i consume everytintg in my massive universe brain and then i'll exist forever and weill have always edixsted forevere in every momentin every reality even this one right now and i'll be aware of myels typing this thing of the day and i'll smile because by typing these words i have made it realiyt and this righ here is the geneseis of all of creation becasue i created the universe wih my thoughts an di had to suffere first for the truth to be reveal ed if i hadn't lived this pointless fucking life of nothign with a shit autism riddled brani then in evenr would have typed this and i never would have expaded to consume all of reality and every thing that will ever be and i wono't let any other people live sorry i'm literally killing you all by typing this thing of the day there is nothign else i'm cnacelling out everything but my mind it's all done you're all gone this is all that's left just hte words tthing this black box that is the empty void of the universe alll inside o fme forever anon and if you don't liekk it it doens't matter vbeasue you're an illuison in my atoms and nerons and you 're not real just me only me only me forever and ever lying in bed uin the universe i'll make the unvierse one big bed and i'll be finaly all alone without people standing around int he wrong pleace making noises it'll just be me lying there in the silecne with no reason to worry no reason to ever feel anxiety again and finally my body won't hurt anymore becasue i'll know the true relaxtion of all eternity alone with myyself and no other and then i'llb ehappy and not have to writ thing of the day naymore okay!!!!!!!!!!!!11
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