CaptainWacky
I want to smell dark matter
He scrambled through the dark, searching, probing, groping for light. He found only mud. He was crawling through mud. He didn't know how he'd got there. Well, he suspected. Sleep-walking, again. He'd never gone this far. He'd only gone out of his house once in this state, and then he'd only made it to the top of his driveway before he'd woke. Now he was in the mud, in the dark. He laughed to himself. It was all he could think to do.
Was he naked? He was cold. He had his underwear on. He could feel that, in the dark. But nothing else? He pulled his way out of the mud. Into the starlight. Where was the moon? Had he eaten it? He remembered that dream where he'd eaten the moon. But no, that was a just a dream, this was real. His teeth hurt though. Hurt like he'd just eaten the moon.
He plunged further into the mud, rejecting the light. He thrust his crotch into the mud. Why? He didn't know. AHAHAHAHAHA. He was sinking so deep. Where was he? How had he got here? He couldn't remember again. He was drowning, drowning in mud...
He woke up in bed choking. He had to get the mud out of his lungs. He scrambled out of bed, crawled through the dark, searching, probing, groping for the bedroom door...oh. It had all been a dream. He could breathe normally.
He was lying on the floor in his bedroom breathing normally.
But he wasn't normal. He wasn't fucking normal at all.
"KILL MYSELF, KILL MYSELF, LOGICALLY SHOULD KILL MYSELF," he said out loud.
Then he went back to bed.
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and so it is
that the man known was captain wacky continued to exist
only expressing himself through a message board
that an increasingly small number of people read
smaller and smaller
would he exist when nobody was reading?
he didn't know
he didn't know if he existed now
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fdsgfs hfs
ijust can't mash a keyboard the way i used
to
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do you remember locations from yoru childhood and you try to recreated models of them in your brain
they'll never be accruate to how they actually were
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it's too cold
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and ic and'as
bgfd_
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why am i dividing this into sections
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life isn't sections?
every meometn becomes the next
but what of sleep
does that break the continuity
what if you fell asleep and never woke up
wouldn't that be tragic
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HAHAHAhHAHAHAha
HAHAHAHAHaHAHAHAHaHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH
DRIV EYOU ALL WAYA
AWAY
DRIV EYOU ALL TO REAL LIVES
HAAHAHa
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fuck fuck fuck fuck another day
ANOTHER DAY
it's only ever days
you wait and wait for it to be something else
it's still days
years
so many years
what have I done
this is my life
this!
_______________
THIS!
Was he naked? He was cold. He had his underwear on. He could feel that, in the dark. But nothing else? He pulled his way out of the mud. Into the starlight. Where was the moon? Had he eaten it? He remembered that dream where he'd eaten the moon. But no, that was a just a dream, this was real. His teeth hurt though. Hurt like he'd just eaten the moon.
He plunged further into the mud, rejecting the light. He thrust his crotch into the mud. Why? He didn't know. AHAHAHAHAHA. He was sinking so deep. Where was he? How had he got here? He couldn't remember again. He was drowning, drowning in mud...
He woke up in bed choking. He had to get the mud out of his lungs. He scrambled out of bed, crawled through the dark, searching, probing, groping for the bedroom door...oh. It had all been a dream. He could breathe normally.
He was lying on the floor in his bedroom breathing normally.
But he wasn't normal. He wasn't fucking normal at all.
"KILL MYSELF, KILL MYSELF, LOGICALLY SHOULD KILL MYSELF," he said out loud.
Then he went back to bed.
_______________________________
and so it is
that the man known was captain wacky continued to exist
only expressing himself through a message board
that an increasingly small number of people read
smaller and smaller
would he exist when nobody was reading?
he didn't know
he didn't know if he existed now
______________________________
fdsgfs hfs
ijust can't mash a keyboard the way i used
to
______
do you remember locations from yoru childhood and you try to recreated models of them in your brain
they'll never be accruate to how they actually were
__________________
it's too cold
______
and ic and'as
bgfd_
_____________________
why am i dividing this into sections
+_________________
life isn't sections?
every meometn becomes the next
but what of sleep
does that break the continuity
what if you fell asleep and never woke up
wouldn't that be tragic
____________
HAHAHAhHAHAHAha
HAHAHAHAHaHAHAHAHaHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH
DRIV EYOU ALL WAYA
AWAY
DRIV EYOU ALL TO REAL LIVES
HAAHAHa
d
asd
g
asg
as
gas
g
sa
gs
ag
sag
as
g
g
ag
a
sg
dag
as
g
g
a
h
eagreairgaegf
____________
fuck fuck fuck fuck another day
ANOTHER DAY
it's only ever days
you wait and wait for it to be something else
it's still days
years
so many years
what have I done
this is my life
this!
_______________
THIS!
