CaptainWacky
I want to smell dark matter
coulddie could eoud coudl eid oucl dcould eid could ecoudl edie
feel tingling in my arm does that mean i'm allive
if i've alive i could die
better to feel nothing
#thne you can't die
what lives must dies
what never lives can never die
never feel never think never exist don't die wait
you still die
think
i thik
I'm still in a biological huamn body of checicals and mbones and blood and a heart and a spleen andskin and a thin skull could die could die any time could die
oh no
i should ahve been existing all along
before the end
should have been feeling
before the end
ooops
but
what if i find an escape
what if i'm the first person ever to argue away death
someone has to
maybe my body will become immortal if i never exist or feel becasue bodies are meant to exist and feel and me not existing or feeling is confusing my body because it doesn't understand why i'm not existing or feeling so it compltely shutsdown and stops aging and never dies because it hasn't lived yet and i'm the first immmortal person ever me and in a billion years veryone will have evolved to be like me and I'll be like "oh hi" and i'll finally be able to exist and feel then because it's the future and they now have the medical technology to keep poeplle alive based off my DNA so i can finally exist and feel and i only have to wait a billion years it's nothing really time is an illusion anyway we have alreayd established that in the past yes there was a past even though time is an illusion it was the past relative to now okay
yeah
maybe all that will happen
i mean befure Jesus came along probably people said "Jesus will never come along!"
and then look what he did
wait
he probably wasn't real
but anyway
some things are real
we have better trousers now
yeah
maybe ic ould be like that
or not
robots
need to be robots
put my sleepy brain in a robot
why not just die now ifI' not ain a robot
what difference does it make
can't remember when you die
so why make memories
tha'ts the fatal flaw with this whole "memory" system the human brain's got going on
they can't survive ater the human brain dies!
stupid
who thought that up
some git probably
how did memories evolve anyway
what advantage do they have
sorry i'm talking rubbish
butyeah
it's stupid
how you build up a whle world
then it ends
because it's just stuff
just brain stuff
brain stuff that dies
we shoul dhave brains tha don't dato
ae
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gaegphaphr
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Charles Horse counted the stains on his ceiling again. Thirty seven. It had been thirty eight once. He couldn't mind the missing stain ever again. Maybe he had misscounted. Maybe the stain had disappeared. Charles Horse did not know. He just had to keep counting every day. One day he'd get to thirty eight again, he though. Something would happen then. It would be a sign. The last time he'd counted thirty eight he'd felt unexpectedly happy. He wanted to feel that way again.
That was all he'd ever wanted.
___________________________________
imagine you died and it wasn't even ironic
that would really suck
you'd be like "that's who I die?" right as you die
I mean damn
that's worse than dying aged nine hundred from being eaten by Hitler
I mean fuckdamn it son
manly men don't cry
they fucking don't
they just eat limes and say "SIR YES SIR"
they don't care that people keep disappearing from their message board
because they kill people
so it's hard to care about message boards then
they probably don't even care about facebook either
so manly
but they'll still die
so really
they should ingest my DNA
becuas eI've unlocked the secret
of ocusre i have
i'd be dead otherwise
_________
bill
ffffffffff
_____________
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s
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hdsph
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can't we just go back int ime
for a hwile anywayfb
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djdddj9rt
ot notno
oulc die now
could die nowcod
sggg9wer
could
die
any
fucing
time
feel tingling in my arm does that mean i'm allive
if i've alive i could die
better to feel nothing
#thne you can't die
what lives must dies
what never lives can never die
never feel never think never exist don't die wait
you still die
think
i thik
I'm still in a biological huamn body of checicals and mbones and blood and a heart and a spleen andskin and a thin skull could die could die any time could die
oh no
i should ahve been existing all along
before the end
should have been feeling
before the end
ooops
but
what if i find an escape
what if i'm the first person ever to argue away death
someone has to
maybe my body will become immortal if i never exist or feel becasue bodies are meant to exist and feel and me not existing or feeling is confusing my body because it doesn't understand why i'm not existing or feeling so it compltely shutsdown and stops aging and never dies because it hasn't lived yet and i'm the first immmortal person ever me and in a billion years veryone will have evolved to be like me and I'll be like "oh hi" and i'll finally be able to exist and feel then because it's the future and they now have the medical technology to keep poeplle alive based off my DNA so i can finally exist and feel and i only have to wait a billion years it's nothing really time is an illusion anyway we have alreayd established that in the past yes there was a past even though time is an illusion it was the past relative to now okay
yeah
maybe all that will happen
i mean befure Jesus came along probably people said "Jesus will never come along!"
and then look what he did
wait
he probably wasn't real
but anyway
some things are real
we have better trousers now
yeah
maybe ic ould be like that
or not
robots
need to be robots
put my sleepy brain in a robot
why not just die now ifI' not ain a robot
what difference does it make
can't remember when you die
so why make memories
tha'ts the fatal flaw with this whole "memory" system the human brain's got going on
they can't survive ater the human brain dies!
stupid
who thought that up
some git probably
how did memories evolve anyway
what advantage do they have
sorry i'm talking rubbish
butyeah
it's stupid
how you build up a whle world
then it ends
because it's just stuff
just brain stuff
brain stuff that dies
we shoul dhave brains tha don't dato
ae
gs
gaegphaphr
ursu9u9hu9rgeqrg
q
qww rWAIrg
a
fg
ahf
aifgiagiare
________________________________
Charles Horse counted the stains on his ceiling again. Thirty seven. It had been thirty eight once. He couldn't mind the missing stain ever again. Maybe he had misscounted. Maybe the stain had disappeared. Charles Horse did not know. He just had to keep counting every day. One day he'd get to thirty eight again, he though. Something would happen then. It would be a sign. The last time he'd counted thirty eight he'd felt unexpectedly happy. He wanted to feel that way again.
That was all he'd ever wanted.
___________________________________
imagine you died and it wasn't even ironic
that would really suck
you'd be like "that's who I die?" right as you die
I mean damn
that's worse than dying aged nine hundred from being eaten by Hitler
I mean fuckdamn it son
manly men don't cry
they fucking don't
they just eat limes and say "SIR YES SIR"
they don't care that people keep disappearing from their message board
because they kill people
so it's hard to care about message boards then
they probably don't even care about facebook either
so manly
but they'll still die
so really
they should ingest my DNA
becuas eI've unlocked the secret
of ocusre i have
i'd be dead otherwise
_________
bill
ffffffffff
_____________
fghg
s
s
hs
hdsph
ds
can't we just go back int ime
for a hwile anywayfb
v h
hhhhhdh
d
djdddj9rt
ot notno
oulc die now
could die nowcod
sggg9wer
could
die
any
fucing
time