CaptainWacky
I want to smell dark matter
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sisgjsdg WOHIa tls igf I don't have a brian at least I have a fucntioning heart or somehting lol life has intrinsict favelu for some reason no it doesn't njust self presevrationgfsdlg INSTINCT that's all it is same worn out urge there is nothing fnasg
gf
I don't exist as worsd
I don't wexist as woerd
sd
dfh
dg+
dd
there is nothing in me
I've KNOWN there was nothing in me for a long time
I could feel it
the nothing
I could feel it expanding to consume the something
when there still was something
but I did nothing
because the somethign was very small you see
and pathetic
and I was ashamed of it
ashamed of being that
and I thought
I don't know what I though
maybe I thought
maybe I thought I would become more
somehow
not sure how
but I felt this wasn't my life was destined for bigger thigns blah balh balh
so I let the nothign eat the small pathetic something
until there was nothing
nothing but nothing
it was self destructive
but it felt perversely goooooooood
so I din't feel pathetic because there was nothing left to feel pathetic
but then
nothign ahppened
my real life didn't come
and there was nothing
and nothing
and nothing
and nothing
years of nothing
lying in bed all night with nothing
madenning nothing
so I wante dthe something
the little sanity to hang on to
but it was gone
yu cant put the genie back int he bottle
nothing left to build on
innocence oncE lost can never be regained
HAHAHAAHAha
madness
can't do madness either
not enough to go mad
just nothing
eternal noting
oh wai
it will end
abruptly
there is that
not much comfort
just more madness
it's a fucking joke
_______________________________________
LET'S GET HAMMERED ON DRUGS DRINK JUICE LOFLsng
sgh
f
wouldn't
fucking
make
a
difference
you can't change your core personality
your brain structure
drink all you want you'll still have the same brain
well
you can kill off some braincells
but that's not going to help
)___________---
WHO'S COOLER: RIKER OR XANDER?
IT'S ONE OF THOSE IMPSSOSIBLE QUESTIONS YOU CAN't ANSWERS LOL
OR WOULDN 'T WANT TO
LOL
DON'T LIKE CERTAINS FOOD
DON'T LIKE THE TEXTURES L
LOL
NEVEEED NEW BODY NEW BRAIN NEW SOUL
BUT HEN I WON'T BE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE LOL!!!!!!!!!1
HAHAHAHdf
dh
h
ddddddd
MAYber I SHOULD JUst GET TOtaLLY WASTED GUYS
EAT A HEROIN PIE
______________________________
DO YOU THINK KERRY KATONA WILLS EE HOW MUCH PRESS JADE IS GETTING?
AND TRY TO DIE?
TO GET THAT MUCH PRESS?
I THINK SHE WILL
OOPS
SHOULDN'T PUT REFERENCES TO CURRENT EVENTS IN
CAN'T DATE THE THINGS
THEY SHOULD BE TIMELESS
ETERNAL
LIKE
UMM
OH
NOTHING IS ETERNAL
LOL
TRANSIET MOMETNS
SHIT
FUCK
SHOULD HAVE DATED THEM ALL
AS A JOURNAL
OF LIFE
TOO LATE NOW
HITLER HITLER ADIs
_______________-
so this thing of the day lacks directions
BUT
that
in itself
is a direciton
because
it
umm
yeah
I know where I'm going here
it
umm
words fail me
IT
IS
A
THING
OF
THE
DAY
IT
IT
IT
IT REPRESENTS
YeS
ITS REPRESENTS
THE WAY LIFE
HAS
(OMG THIS IS GOOD STUFF)
NO
DIRECITON
HAHAHAHAHA
gET IT
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nothing happens in this segment
_____________________________-
nothing happens in this segemnt
____________________--
nothing happesn in this sgemnet
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nothing nghappens in this dsgtemnet
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ntohtigng hopapens in thsi sfhltsgement
_________________-
NTOHIGNG LKHJG HAPEPNSF IN THIS GSEGMENt
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tnoghint tnlhasppgfneps l lnitgn shtgsgemsng
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tnothigtnt nthlaopepnepns f in tnlhthishishi ls sgmementnlstg
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NFDASOGDIH TN ASLGHK A HPAEPNS FLAS FILN TH AT THIS SL SAGEMTNEgh
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nast OIGHA GILHASG L AGH AHSGLD IAGAS GLDIAS GLHIAPFPENS PASDG PGP APGJ PION THIS FISAHG LAJIA GLAG SLIG A SGMEGTMK KJG Ag
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NTOHGI H ASDG HAPEPNGS LAK SGHIN THSI GFSILGT LEGMAMg
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gfad
sldji;fasdjilpfhsdlushnil dtGNDO NITOIGN OTN GIHVNI TNOBITO AIDHAPPENPTG NI SHIG TIASTG ING ATHIS SILG LIS MESNEGT d
_____________________________---
ANSDGK nashljag lgk akg gfhtalstpdg sdltin sdhgsit g sgemntg
g________________________-----
ntohing happens in this segment
________________________----
ntohgin happens in thsi fsgmen
__________________________________---
sango sagkl ngtoh apepns in thsi sgemgn
_____-----
nothasgi nlashg ahpepsn in this gment
_____________________
NTOHINGF Hapapsn in thi sgsgment
_____________________________________
fnaothi ng happens in this sssssssss ht tsgment
________________---
sgnoasngh HAPPAENS gf agn atin th sti sSGMENT ttttttttttttttt
________________________________---
ntongi glj hapgpag aht thsi sgemtn
_______------
tgo0n l hapspenjs
)______________--
nothing happens
)______________________
nothi ng happens
-______________---
noth ig hpapens
_____________-
nmo happens
________________-
no hap
_________________--
no hap
____________________________________-
no hap
_________________-
nohap
____________________-
nohap
______________________
nahp
))))))))))))))))))))))))________________--
nahp
_____________________--
nhp
_________________-
nhhyp
_____________--
np
______________-
np
______________--
nP
_____________
np
_____________-
np
_______________
np
+__________________---
np
nOP
nothing happens in this life
___________________________-
(EXPLANTION: EVERY SEGEMNT WAS A DAY IN MY LIfE YOU SEE AND THEY ARE ALL JUST REPEATS OF THE DAY THAT WANT BEFORE DEGRADED EACH TIME, AH-H-H-H DO YOU SEE)_
sisgjsdg WOHIa tls igf I don't have a brian at least I have a fucntioning heart or somehting lol life has intrinsict favelu for some reason no it doesn't njust self presevrationgfsdlg INSTINCT that's all it is same worn out urge there is nothing fnasg
gf
I don't exist as worsd
I don't wexist as woerd
sd
dfh
dg+
dd
there is nothing in me
I've KNOWN there was nothing in me for a long time
I could feel it
the nothing
I could feel it expanding to consume the something
when there still was something
but I did nothing
because the somethign was very small you see
and pathetic
and I was ashamed of it
ashamed of being that
and I thought
I don't know what I though
maybe I thought
maybe I thought I would become more
somehow
not sure how
but I felt this wasn't my life was destined for bigger thigns blah balh balh
so I let the nothign eat the small pathetic something
until there was nothing
nothing but nothing
it was self destructive
but it felt perversely goooooooood
so I din't feel pathetic because there was nothing left to feel pathetic
but then
nothign ahppened
my real life didn't come
and there was nothing
and nothing
and nothing
and nothing
years of nothing
lying in bed all night with nothing
madenning nothing
so I wante dthe something
the little sanity to hang on to
but it was gone
yu cant put the genie back int he bottle
nothing left to build on
innocence oncE lost can never be regained
HAHAHAAHAha
madness
can't do madness either
not enough to go mad
just nothing
eternal noting
oh wai
it will end
abruptly
there is that
not much comfort
just more madness
it's a fucking joke
_______________________________________
LET'S GET HAMMERED ON DRUGS DRINK JUICE LOFLsng
sgh
f
wouldn't
fucking
make
a
difference
you can't change your core personality
your brain structure
drink all you want you'll still have the same brain
well
you can kill off some braincells
but that's not going to help
)___________---
WHO'S COOLER: RIKER OR XANDER?
IT'S ONE OF THOSE IMPSSOSIBLE QUESTIONS YOU CAN't ANSWERS LOL
OR WOULDN 'T WANT TO
LOL
DON'T LIKE CERTAINS FOOD
DON'T LIKE THE TEXTURES L
LOL
NEVEEED NEW BODY NEW BRAIN NEW SOUL
BUT HEN I WON'T BE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE LOL!!!!!!!!!1
HAHAHAHdf
dh
h
ddddddd
MAYber I SHOULD JUst GET TOtaLLY WASTED GUYS
EAT A HEROIN PIE
______________________________
DO YOU THINK KERRY KATONA WILLS EE HOW MUCH PRESS JADE IS GETTING?
AND TRY TO DIE?
TO GET THAT MUCH PRESS?
I THINK SHE WILL
OOPS
SHOULDN'T PUT REFERENCES TO CURRENT EVENTS IN
CAN'T DATE THE THINGS
THEY SHOULD BE TIMELESS
ETERNAL
LIKE
UMM
OH
NOTHING IS ETERNAL
LOL
TRANSIET MOMETNS
SHIT
FUCK
SHOULD HAVE DATED THEM ALL
AS A JOURNAL
OF LIFE
TOO LATE NOW
HITLER HITLER ADIs
_______________-
so this thing of the day lacks directions
BUT
that
in itself
is a direciton
because
it
umm
yeah
I know where I'm going here
it
umm
words fail me
IT
IS
A
THING
OF
THE
DAY
IT
IT
IT
IT REPRESENTS
YeS
ITS REPRESENTS
THE WAY LIFE
HAS
(OMG THIS IS GOOD STUFF)
NO
DIRECITON
HAHAHAHAHA
gET IT
____________________--
nothing happens in this segment
_____________________________-
nothing happens in this segemnt
____________________--
nothing happesn in this sgemnet
_____________________---
nothing nghappens in this dsgtemnet
_______________--
ntohtigng hopapens in thsi sfhltsgement
_________________-
NTOHIGNG LKHJG HAPEPNSF IN THIS GSEGMENt
_______________--
tnoghint tnlhasppgfneps l lnitgn shtgsgemsng
_____________________________-
tnothigtnt nthlaopepnepns f in tnlhthishishi ls sgmementnlstg
+_____________________--
NFDASOGDIH TN ASLGHK A HPAEPNS FLAS FILN TH AT THIS SL SAGEMTNEgh
________________________---
s
nast OIGHA GILHASG L AGH AHSGLD IAGAS GLDIAS GLHIAPFPENS PASDG PGP APGJ PION THIS FISAHG LAJIA GLAG SLIG A SGMEGTMK KJG Ag
______________________--
NTOHGI H ASDG HAPEPNGS LAK SGHIN THSI GFSILGT LEGMAMg
_____________________--
asdnGK ALGH ASFHI AJIH I*AH G*H* sG*bh fgail GFSJ GKL KLD JGLI ADGKL AGKLD G JMEGN
____________________________________----
gfad
sldji;fasdjilpfhsdlushnil dtGNDO NITOIGN OTN GIHVNI TNOBITO AIDHAPPENPTG NI SHIG TIASTG ING ATHIS SILG LIS MESNEGT d
_____________________________---
ANSDGK nashljag lgk akg gfhtalstpdg sdltin sdhgsit g sgemntg
g________________________-----
ntohing happens in this segment
________________________----
ntohgin happens in thsi fsgmen
__________________________________---
sango sagkl ngtoh apepns in thsi sgemgn
_____-----
nothasgi nlashg ahpepsn in this gment
_____________________
NTOHINGF Hapapsn in thi sgsgment
_____________________________________
fnaothi ng happens in this sssssssss ht tsgment
________________---
sgnoasngh HAPPAENS gf agn atin th sti sSGMENT ttttttttttttttt
________________________________---
ntongi glj hapgpag aht thsi sgemtn
_______------
tgo0n l hapspenjs
)______________--
nothing happens
)______________________
nothi ng happens
-______________---
noth ig hpapens
_____________-
nmo happens
________________-
no hap
_________________--
no hap
____________________________________-
no hap
_________________-
nohap
____________________-
nohap
______________________
nahp
))))))))))))))))))))))))________________--
nahp
_____________________--
nhp
_________________-
nhhyp
_____________--
np
______________-
np
______________--
nP
_____________
np
_____________-
np
_______________
np
+__________________---
np
nOP
nothing happens in this life
___________________________-
(EXPLANTION: EVERY SEGEMNT WAS A DAY IN MY LIfE YOU SEE AND THEY ARE ALL JUST REPEATS OF THE DAY THAT WANT BEFORE DEGRADED EACH TIME, AH-H-H-H DO YOU SEE)_