Things

[eloisel]

I have things to say
but
I won't say them
no matter how much you beg
or plead
or ask nicely
or put sugar on top
or try to twist my virtual fingers
unless you prove to me
somehow
that you really
really
really
really
care.

So, I won't say them.
Just wanted to let you know that I do have things to say.

 

[Homo Erectus]

how do we know we will care about the things you have tosay? If we don't or won't care, why should we be bothered to beg you?

 

[eloisel]

See? Therein lies the rub.

Its okay.
I had to spend a bunch of time in the ER with my daughter late Wednesday/early Thursday
so I spent yesterday sleeping most of the day
so I couldn't sleep last night
but I had to work today
and I'm too tired to go out tonight
but I'm too tired to sleep
but
I will go to sleep soon
and I'm going out tomorrow night
to several places
and I'm going to have conversations
with several people
about all kinds of amazing things
and it will be great.

 

[eloisel]

And, in case you are wondering, it will be great because
somebody will say something
and I will say something
and somebody else will say something
and it will be like a song
with each verse sung by a different person
and I will play my drum
and other people will be playing their drums
and someone will play a tambourine
or something
and there will be a fire
and if I can find vegan marshmallows
we will have smores.

 

[Homo Erectus]

what happened to your dughter? I'm sorry you had to go through some sort of trauma. That sucks. I've been through tings myself, like when my wife poisoned herself with mushrooms and almsot ided. Or when I got shot. But life sort of gets better if you just hang in tehre. Of fuck I am so drunk right now. Hang in there sweety.

 

[I Love Cunt]

I love you eloisel. I hope everything turns out ok.

 

[Mirah]

I hope I don't raz you too much and I hope you know that I do adore you and I really do find you fascinating. I hope you get some rest.

 

[eloisel]

Kid is better and is over at her fiance's now. He is awesome and takes great care of her. I'm taking a nap then getting up and going out. Book club then drumming at first place then drumming at second place. Tomorrow I've got a potluck way east or a Daoist church meeting to the west. It is supposed to be snowing and raining here tomorrow so I may just stay in and sleep. I love sleeping too.

 

[Homo Erectus]

sorry I posted that drunk. Glad your kid is better. Enjoy your nap!