Tough Day

[Love Child]

Tomorrow is the anniversary of someone passing away last year. I tried to ignore it, or I just didn't feel anything until just now when I started bawling. Fucking sucks.
Whatever.
The kid was only 22. Car accident. Brought together a lot of people and showed a lot of people some love. Lived with pain most of his life due to some medical conditions, and should not have been alive as long as he was-but he never or rarely fucking complained, he was almost always usually happy and always had a hug for you. He was a huge guy too.
LOL He also sometimes pissed a lot of people off at times too. : ) At his funeral someone said, "Man the last time I saw him, I said ....." I can't remember what it was, but he felt bad, and I re assured him because the last time I saw him I refused a hug from him too.

Its all good. Life is life until we die. Nothing is certain, I could die tomorrow, you could die tomorrow and all I would have to say is that I am glad I knew you for this time.

But for some reason it is things like this that just cause us to bawl like a baby sometimes.

Whatever.
I have to feel it and let it out otherwise it will come out later at some other time.

Don't respond-its ok. I just needed to vent because I don't have a lot of people to talk about this particular situation about. /wierd situation.
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XOXOXOXOOXOX

 

[Loktar]

*HUGS*

I'm glad I know you, I'm glad to be your friend. I hope we meet in person before either of us dies.

I wish I knew this kid, he sounds like a nice guy.

 

[NeonMercuryASH]

{{{LCh}}}
I too, am glad we met, and spar, and laugh and troll and are generally PIA

 

[Love Child]

Thanks guys! You are the best!

 

[jack]

I remember when this happened to you last year. Some say it takes at least a year to fully grieve.

Much sympathy and love for your loss.