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Mentalist

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I have been talking with one of my oldest and best friends who I haven't spoken to in 6 years. We went to primary school together and stayed friends all the way through High School despite going to different schools. He moved away from Brighton and we lost touch. I found his E-Mail on Friends-Reunited after someone showed me the link. We have been talking on MSN for hours.

Anyway, he told me that another of my oldest friends.. Someone who used to live with me when we were kids when my mother and his dad were dating and living together commited suicide. He's like my brother, we were very close and I haven't seen him for years either.

I am obviously pretty fucking shocked. I don't even know if it's true yet. My mate told me he didn't know if it was 100% true but he had heard from his nan that she read it in the paper some time back.

I am spinning out now. And just a little bit confused.



Damn...

If he's killed himself.. I'll kill him..


:-?
 
Get some confirmation first, dude. You may be spinning your wheels for nothing, especialy if he has a common name.

Welcome back, BTW. :D
 
I refuse to believe it's true until I have found out for sure, of course. It's just the very idea and to top off the randomness of today which has been decent pretty much and it was mad catching up with my mate after all these years, we had some funny times.

This has been a strange week for me.
 
Suicide is just one of those things that I can't wrap my mind around. I just don't even understand the concept of killing yourself.
 
I understand suicide. I don't fathom it though, I'm incapable of killing myself. I've been in some pretty dark places but i've never even entertained the idea for a nano-second.
 
I have tried it before, but I was under the influence of foriegn substances at each occasion. In my rationale state, however, the very idea seems taboo, even within my own mind. I try to not even think about it.
 
Well, the whole point it that it's unrational, isn't it? You might appear to be acting rational to everyone else, but something's snapped inside. Crazy people don't think they're crazy. Or something.

Sorry to hear about your friend, Menty.
 
I'm sorry for your friend Menty, but maybe it was what he needed at the time to cope. Perhaps he felt it was the only way out of a difficult life at the time...you can't blame him, just remember the good times you guys shared & be at peace with the situation.
 
Henoch said:
I'm sorry for your friend Menty, but maybe it was what he needed at the time to cope. Perhaps he felt it was the only way out of a difficult life at the time...you can't blame him, just remember the good times you guys shared & be at peace with the situation.
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(((((((((((((((((hugs to Menty))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
 
When I lived in the tower block I often stood on the windowsill looking down, thinking all I need to do is open the window to end the lonely life.

Two things stopped me, one, I didnt want my mum to have to see me splattered on the pavement below, and two, at the back of my mind I always lived in the hope that one day my life would get better, and eventually, it did.
 
Sorry Menty :(

I tried to commit suicide twice. My mom found me the first time, and the second time I saw the blood and freaked out. I suffer from chronic depression, and for most of my teen years I was suicidal. When I hit 17 the depression kinda just faded away. But over the past year it's made an appearance now and again. Wacky has it right. When you get so low and down that you want to kill yourself, you feel like no one would care if you were dead or alive. It's a thought that goes through the head, and it seems rational to you. But that's because you're so emotionally unbalanced you don't no the difference.
 
I thought about slashing my wrists but I really hate blood. Still, I couldn't get the thought out of my mind for a while. I think it even manifested itself in some "comedy" MF threads. I didn't do it, though. OBVIOUSLY.
 
I'm sorry for you Menty, I really and truly am. Here I was wishing my brother's suicide attempt had been successful and while that worthless pile of crap walks on you've lost someone who is essentially your family member.
 
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