Mirah
I love you
Or maybe not so much. I had to log in before I could even view TK tonight. Why the fuck am I here?
This post does not consitute one of my qualifications in the "retiring" thread either.
Actually, I'm kind of pissed off-because I left my freezer door open the other night. I had a new carton of vanilla-bean ice-cream that I have over frozen melon pieces-also in the freezer-yeah, everything is ruined. Fuck Me! I hate this place, and I hate my job and, well I don't know what else-TK is my last vice. I don't drink, I don't smoke anymore, I've cut down on caffiene, I'm eating less meat and more healthy stuff, I've started working out. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me that I am on my way towards living more and more like a quote un quote normal human being, if you will.
Laugh out loud! I am just throwing other words into these sentences for no reason at all!
That sentence up above was also thrown in there for no reason what so ever. I used what so ever instead of "at all" to not be redundant. Now this whole paragraph is pretty much useless. Using the words "pretty much" is "normal" for me.
So, what else? Hey! Did you know that peace is free? That is my new saying now, my new motto. Yeah, I like it, ok. So like I saw it on a bumper sticker ( I am using "so like" because I want to) and, well actually let me back up ( I could just delete those words and change this whole sentence) Where was I? Oh yeah-bumper sticker-it said something like, "war costs money or something" and it said more, something about peace I think, but I drove right by them, because I wanted to see who was in the car-because it was filled with junk, and I was judging them and wanted to see what type of people had that kind of car and that kind of bumper sticker. They were old, I guess. Hippies probably.
But anyway, (now the next part is really really not that interesting) I drove by and thought to myself, (since I seem to be low on money these days)(a man is not a financial plan!)
So I drove by and thought, "peace is free" I think I'll make this a new paragraph. Yeah, peace is free. So if I have nothing else in life-I can have some peace. Yeah, so there you have it. That is what makes me smile on this day, and that little saying will probably get me through until the end of the month and a little into July.
Speaking of July, my birthday is in July. I love July and July 4th (American independance day)
So yeah, as it boils down to it-which I really don't know what that means anyway, so in conclusion-can't I just say that? Yeah, I can. I have no money because it all goes to bills and me supporting myself like a good woman because I refuse to find some sugar daddy (or mommy) to support myself-yeah, whats my point? Oh yeah! TK is my only form of entertainment! So there you go, what do you think about that?
LOL, that really isn't true. I could either stop there-and let you believe half of what you just read or didn't read, what I just typed, or I could go on and on some more about this and that.
I could tell you about the neat show I went to tonight-it was free-an invite from a friend, it was fun and cute, and nice. I do have other forms of entertainment-(trying not to sound like a loser)(feeling rather exposed)(not caring)(wanting to divulge more)
I am kind of curiuos when I will stop typing actually. This is fun, I suppose, yes, or no? Is it? I can't decide. Really I should be cleaning, tending to my cat, eating some dinner or something-which I would have to make first, so yeah, there is that.
I could talk about TK and how I noticed there was drama today and recently, and I could comment on that or something. I was also thinking about doing a radio show, but yeah too much bother right now. Just trying to cool down my little abode, y'know. Yeah I'm sure you do know.
And while we are on the topic-"we" really aren't on a topic anyway, LOL, but yeah, so while I am typing your ears out-what? I don't know-Oh yeah, I would just like to say how much happier I am lately. I really am alot happier. Also, some other drivel that I am not going to get into, because I can keep that in my private secret place I like to call my mind. What? Really? Yeah really.
The only thing that could probably make this day more perfect-except that for me it is almost over in 2 hours-is if I were at a BBQ by a pool, doing absolutley nothing. Yeah, well maybe not so much-I have socialized sooooo much this past month and week-sometimes I just enjoy this quiet time I have to myself. I enjoy a moment to be able to get these thoughts down and share them, in this beatiful place as if it were my own blog or something. Isn't that strange? I don't know.
And now, NOW, now, really I am going to end this. Because, now I really really am running out of stuff to say or type. Isn't that great?! Yeah, well woooo hoooo and thank you TK and several other people for making my day. LOL-as if TK makes my day and I meant to put makes in quotes-but don't feel like going back. So there you have it.
The End.
Have a great day TK!
This post does not consitute one of my qualifications in the "retiring" thread either.
Actually, I'm kind of pissed off-because I left my freezer door open the other night. I had a new carton of vanilla-bean ice-cream that I have over frozen melon pieces-also in the freezer-yeah, everything is ruined. Fuck Me! I hate this place, and I hate my job and, well I don't know what else-TK is my last vice. I don't drink, I don't smoke anymore, I've cut down on caffiene, I'm eating less meat and more healthy stuff, I've started working out. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me that I am on my way towards living more and more like a quote un quote normal human being, if you will.
Laugh out loud! I am just throwing other words into these sentences for no reason at all!
That sentence up above was also thrown in there for no reason what so ever. I used what so ever instead of "at all" to not be redundant. Now this whole paragraph is pretty much useless. Using the words "pretty much" is "normal" for me.
So, what else? Hey! Did you know that peace is free? That is my new saying now, my new motto. Yeah, I like it, ok. So like I saw it on a bumper sticker ( I am using "so like" because I want to) and, well actually let me back up ( I could just delete those words and change this whole sentence) Where was I? Oh yeah-bumper sticker-it said something like, "war costs money or something" and it said more, something about peace I think, but I drove right by them, because I wanted to see who was in the car-because it was filled with junk, and I was judging them and wanted to see what type of people had that kind of car and that kind of bumper sticker. They were old, I guess. Hippies probably.
But anyway, (now the next part is really really not that interesting) I drove by and thought to myself, (since I seem to be low on money these days)(a man is not a financial plan!)
So I drove by and thought, "peace is free" I think I'll make this a new paragraph. Yeah, peace is free. So if I have nothing else in life-I can have some peace. Yeah, so there you have it. That is what makes me smile on this day, and that little saying will probably get me through until the end of the month and a little into July.
Speaking of July, my birthday is in July. I love July and July 4th (American independance day)
So yeah, as it boils down to it-which I really don't know what that means anyway, so in conclusion-can't I just say that? Yeah, I can. I have no money because it all goes to bills and me supporting myself like a good woman because I refuse to find some sugar daddy (or mommy) to support myself-yeah, whats my point? Oh yeah! TK is my only form of entertainment! So there you go, what do you think about that?
LOL, that really isn't true. I could either stop there-and let you believe half of what you just read or didn't read, what I just typed, or I could go on and on some more about this and that.
I could tell you about the neat show I went to tonight-it was free-an invite from a friend, it was fun and cute, and nice. I do have other forms of entertainment-(trying not to sound like a loser)(feeling rather exposed)(not caring)(wanting to divulge more)
I am kind of curiuos when I will stop typing actually. This is fun, I suppose, yes, or no? Is it? I can't decide. Really I should be cleaning, tending to my cat, eating some dinner or something-which I would have to make first, so yeah, there is that.
I could talk about TK and how I noticed there was drama today and recently, and I could comment on that or something. I was also thinking about doing a radio show, but yeah too much bother right now. Just trying to cool down my little abode, y'know. Yeah I'm sure you do know.
And while we are on the topic-"we" really aren't on a topic anyway, LOL, but yeah, so while I am typing your ears out-what? I don't know-Oh yeah, I would just like to say how much happier I am lately. I really am alot happier. Also, some other drivel that I am not going to get into, because I can keep that in my private secret place I like to call my mind. What? Really? Yeah really.
The only thing that could probably make this day more perfect-except that for me it is almost over in 2 hours-is if I were at a BBQ by a pool, doing absolutley nothing. Yeah, well maybe not so much-I have socialized sooooo much this past month and week-sometimes I just enjoy this quiet time I have to myself. I enjoy a moment to be able to get these thoughts down and share them, in this beatiful place as if it were my own blog or something. Isn't that strange? I don't know.
And now, NOW, now, really I am going to end this. Because, now I really really am running out of stuff to say or type. Isn't that great?! Yeah, well woooo hoooo and thank you TK and several other people for making my day. LOL-as if TK makes my day and I meant to put makes in quotes-but don't feel like going back. So there you have it.
The End.
Have a great day TK!
