Fuck You Life

[Mirah]

Fuck You Life. I Hate You.
That is why I have to change you.

Why is it when you decide to change
A million Fucking Roadblocks Suddenly Spring Up?

Why is change so hard?
Why do I like the same miserable comfortable life?
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY?

Why do I stay in shit? WHY WHY WHY WHY?

Why don't I think I deserve to smell the flowers too?
You mother fucking cock sucking bastards! I hate YOU!

I fucking Hate you! Mother fucking fly eaters, shit lovers!

I am not going to stay the same!
I am going to change!
This cannot happen anymore!
Determined.
I am fucking determined.

But lets not waste energy now.
I must be smart.
Smart Determination.
Calm
Cool
Obtainable Goals
Obtainable Goals My Ass! Fuck You FUckers! FUck YOU!

 

[starguard]

What would life be without Challenges?

Sometimes one must lie on a bed of Thorns in order to smell the roses!

 

[eloisel]

And, sometimes a person has to come to the realization that they are too old to put up with that shit and too young to put up with it the rest of their life.

As the song goes, there really are at least 50 ways to leave one's lover.

 

[Falconarg]

fuck my penis

 

[Loktar]

fuck my penis

wash it first and I might consider it.....LOL.

 

[Mirah]

And, sometimes a person has to come to the realization that they are too old to put up with that shit and too young to put up with it the rest of their life.

As the song goes, there really are at least 50 ways to leave one's lover.

This thread was not about a relationship.

 

[jack]

It certainly isn't.

I went back and reread your post.

 

[eloisel]

This thread was not about a relationship.

That is good, then. Makes it easier to quit putting up with shit when it is your own shit you are putting up with.

 

[Mirah]

God Dammit. Its so much easier to blame someone else tho. I can't change myself. How do I change myself? Oh I know! I'll get into a relationship, then I will be motivated to change!

 

[Mirah]

Pride gets in my way.

 

[Loktar]

Pride gets in my way.

Same here. I hate having to ask people for help. I can't change by myself either. I tell myself "You can stop spending hours on the computer and go out and get motivated and get a decent job" 12 years I've been telling myself that. But it never works. I just end up taking some easy, low paying job and then get bored and either quit or get fired.

 

[jack]

So what's this all about then, Mirah?

 

[Ange]

What would life be without Challenges?

Sometimes one must lie on a bed of Thorns in order to smell the roses!

You are very wise. there is a time for everything.

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[jack]

So what's this all about then, Mirah?

PM me, LC

 

[Loktar]

PM me, LC

Yeah feel free to PM/MSN me as well.

 

[eloisel]

God Dammit. Its so much easier to blame someone else tho. I can't change myself. How do I change myself? Oh I know! I'll get into a relationship, then I will be motivated to change!

Yeah, but you know how that gets into a non-working car sitting by the side of the road waiting to be miraculously repaired type of analogy.

It really is easier to change than you think. Move to a different state.

 

[Mirah]

In my circle we call that a "geo graphical"
Where you go, there also are your feet.

You can't run from yourself.

 

[Mirah]

I'm just tired of not working. I am doing side jobs and applying for jobs and keeping busy, but I need a better income.
I've been focusing on applying for one kind of job, and I think and feel I cannot be choosy any more.
That can be a fun new adventure-but its also scary.

 

[eloisel]

There is a lot of truth in what you say about your feet going with you. However, sometimes what is wrong with your feet is the shoes you're wearing.

Changing shoes - what is the worst that can happen?

 

[jack]

You put on these great fuck-me pumps that make you take tiny mincing steps and bend over a lot?