I am not proud

[I Love Cunt]

Of my new surroundings
or my inadequacy
to make due
with what I have.

I am not proud
of the way I have been acting
or the things I have done
or said.

I am not proud
of the treasures
I have buried
and the bodies
left undone

I am not proud
of the things
you make me do
or the things
I do myself

I am not proud
of the buttons
I push
or the feelings
that get in the way

I am not proud
of the buildings
I've burned
or the children
inside
that have died
in them
because of me

I am not proud
of the
misunderstandings

I am not proud
of you or
me
I am not proud