Fuddlemiff
Is this real life?
I'm convinced the hairs grow faster on one side of my face than on the other. Why must life be so hard?!
just... fuck.
why is life so hard sometimes? i am decent to people. smart. not bad looking. try to do the right thing.
why do i have to lose?
fuck.
I hate how forgetful I am as a human.
I hate that I can be so positive one day,
but then I have a bad day
and all shit hits the fan
and I feel like crap-
and then instead of getting out of it
I let it spiral down and make it worse than it could be
do I really love the misery?
Do I really just want something to complain about?
WillI ever allow myself some guilt free happiness and pleasure?
The days that are good are really really good
the days that are bad are really reall dark.
I just want some sort of normalcy (is that a word?)
some sort of consistent daily routine
if you really want to 'win'
you must:
1. not mind being tired all the time from a lack of sleep
2. be ok with lying all the time
3. spend $ wisely
-i never mastered these things, but that does not mean you cant!
hmm, reallyI do 1 and 2 all the time. I spend money foolishly though.