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There were some and Then

My picker is broken
then
when I decide to say yes
to certain guys
I think
"WTF" did I just do?
Plus
I think eveyone wants a relationship-
and I just want a roll in the hay
and maybe
I am the one
that is fucked up
 
Part of me thinks
Maybe I should not pursue
relationship
at all
learn to say no
maybe
I have more healing to do
maybe
its not time yet
maybe
 
I mean I feel so stupid
chasing
after this guy
last night
the other night
any night
whenever I see him
fuck him!
LOL
 
Guitar guy
thats who
I shake my head
wtf am I thinking
with him
LOL
he does not deserve my attention
its a shallow affection
 
Love Child said:
I think eveyone wants a relationship-
and I just want a roll in the hay
and maybe
I am the one
that is fucked up
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No, you're not fucked up. I feel the same way. There's no way I'll be ready for a serious relationship for a long time. Too much fresh pain.
 
Love Child said:
I think so.
That is a good question.
I think I just have to think about what do I want in a person and in a relationship-and not settle.
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That's a very wise thing. It's kind of where I made my mistake when I married my ex. I settled thinking it was the best I could get. Needless to say, it was really bad choice.
 
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