Don't Tie Me Up

[Mirah]

I was looking at Neil's Fetish thread in the Tea Room and almost posted that for once I was only thinking about sex, not being tied up. I was feeling quite "normal" there for a moment. But then I chuckled. Hadn't I pleasured myself this morning looking over at my belt hanging on the wall, and my scarves on the shelf, wishing to be tied up? I climaxed before I could get off the bed and follow through with tying myself up, but the thought was there.

Last night he held my legs down while stroking my cunt with one hand and pulling my hair with the other. He bites my nipples so hard. Its the best nipple biting I have ever had ever.

When I told him I was getting too attached to him, he laughed. He said I could never get attached to anyone. "No really" I said. But then I laughed too because I didn't want him to think it was true.

I've looked for someone like him all my life.

Sigh.

At the same time, he is not as available to me as I would like, so I still seek out that other part. That other part that perhaps I do not even want, but I crave to want it.

So I am happy with what I have, and what I don't have, for he will never be truly mine, but maybe he is.

 

[Blindgroping]

Hey, do you have any good links for bondage?
Like the knots, how to's and such?
I am in the need of knowledge.

 

[jack]

You already have us all in knots, you need lessons?

 

[Blindgroping]

Then it's working.

 

[aeommai]

cool story

 

[Love Child]

I am going to pleasure myself.

 

[Love Child]

I felt his finger on my lip
it was moist
the girl usually didn't use her fingers
I was surprised
but I liked it
and it was funny to me
he did a perfect job too

 

[jack]

You're such a fucking sap for an orgasm LOL

 

[jack]

Just you wait.

 

[Love Child]

You're such a fucking sap for an orgasm LOL

I know right.

 

[Love Child]

Could you tell I was talking about getting waxed? I was kind of wierded out by him using his fingers like that-I mean he should have used cotton balls like the girls do-I don't want your greasy fingers on my face. [/L_G]
But he did do a good job.

 

[jack]

So then did you suck his cock nicely?

 

[jack]

I mean so that he like gushed all over everywhere uncontrollably?

 

[Love Child]

Yes. He came all over my face.

 

[Love Child]

I think of you sometimes when I'm down there sucking cock jack.

 

[Love Child]

I'm just kidding. I didn't suck his cock.
Jesus.

 

[jack]

Like I said, JUST YOU WAIT.

I'm not kidding, either.

 

[Love Child]

I'm going to think of you right now.

 

[jack]

 

[Love Child]

New avatar. Thank you.