It's definitely HIM. Coitus interruptus is only used by Catholics for birth control. Is he Catholic? Try a Protestant, or better yet, a nice jewish guy who will treat you like a princess.
Don't go to the forest and in a cottage. For one, the cottage is always a shanty on the edge of collapse, which will mirror your depressed state of mind. Two, someone necro'd a thread by D. Rabbit and that's what she did (moved to a cottage in the forest). She went a little wonky and became a stalker at a distance with some fifth rate gay actor and started having astral sex with something named "Pooky" that may or may not have been the gay actor, or her teddy bear. It was never explained fully to everyone's satisfaction - not that she had satisfaction either. If you get the itch to close the escrow on that shanty, re-read that thread!!
I think it would be helpful to your depression if you went to a spa and spent the day there being pampered. Get the works: facial, manni-pedi (although I do recommend Manny), hair color, cut, full body wrap, mud bath. Yes, you can do most of that in your backyard with a water hose and a shovel and kiddy pool, but let others help you out.
Remember, you deserve better than what you've given yourself. Live, take chances, get a new boyfriend or add a new one to your string. Treat yourself the way you want to be treated. Everyone else will fall in line.
