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[CaptainWacky]

DOTO

TOO MESSEDU P ON CARBON MONOXIDE TO WRITE A STOry

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not even steay enoubhfs

not even fine fto ddo thing of thed ay

I just wnat to sleepp
i jsut want to sleoep
i just want to sleep
i just want TO sleep
I Just wato topee

I just want to seleeep

I just want to sleeep

Ji ust wnat to sleepp

I just I want slep

I just sot sdo


gfaj I'm wrnog

ignore eveytrhting

bpre

think you're right

eveyrone else must be wrong

they're only acting that way bease they've forced too

they're faking it too
they can't be real

Im' real

gj b



but no

they are real

they act like that because they are like that

it's me

It's me

I'm wrong

nothign sgd

dfwilll never do the write thing talk right, do anytning

NEVEr

don't tell me I will

or fuck off

fucker

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I hate that peopel try gaslhf
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just fucking lsepep

nothing applies to me

N?OTIHHg


fjjjjj NOT A DAMN THING SXONggggggggggggggggggggggg#







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wish my rani was bigger

BRAIN
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wish my brain was bigger

need surgery or something


need a big giant mutant sex brain

and a proper body

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

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and neural feedback


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j can't wremembe rwords

which sucks becaue wros are impotntan

I AM THE NEXT EVOLUTION OF HUMANITY







maybe

I DON'T TELL YOU EVERYTHING

I just pretend so much that I don't know

there is nothign underneath

 

[The Tomtrek]

 

[Gagh]

Kirk's body is so well proportioned.

 

[Fuddlemiff]

"I do not believe he was expressing fatigue."

"Then why are his lips blue?"

 

[The Tomtrek]

 

[Gagh]

 

[CaptainWacky]

WELL THAt'S THE LAST TIME I BEAR MY SOUL

 

[CaptainWacky]

BARE

 

[SilentBtViolent]

Even if you don't bare your soul, you do still have to bear it.

Some souls are tougher to live with than others, believe me I can relate. There is not a day that goes by that I do not think about suicide.

Not like, "I want to go kill myself." Just I will have something minor but frustrating happen, like I miss a turn on the road, and the first thought is a flash of me shooting myself in the head. I am pretty sure not everybody has to have graphic daydreams of self-mutilation and suicide all the time, but I'm not positive. Most of the time I can shrug it off, but sometimes I just get tired and try to avoid anything negative so I don't have to go through those feeling-images. I just want to stay in bed and not let anything upset me at all.

The flashes happen more often when I am tired, fatigued, stressed out. But other people have worse things to live with so who am I to complain I guess.

 

[CaptainWacky]

The fact that other people have worse things happen just makes me feel even more small and pathetic and apathetic and atheist.

 

[Cassie]

God loves you just the way you are, you are perfect. (LOL YOU WILL UNDERSTAND TUESDAY)

 

[CaptainWacky]

God loves you as he loved Jacob?

 

[Cassie]

Er, maybe I have the wrong day of the week, BUT YOU WILL KNOW.

 

[SilentBtViolent]

omg CASSIE IS GOING TO RAPE CAPAIN WQAXY!!!

 

[CaptainWacky]