CaptainWacky
I want to smell dark matter
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is ntohing
there is thongin
there isn thoni
there is tnohitng
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is tnoning
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there nsonti
s
just an overwhelming feeling of emptiness
and that's not a thing
_______________-
i don't like anything
i could list all the thing i don't like
but i don't like doing that
i've felt wrong every moment of my life
sometimes i pretend but it's not the smae isn it no
i just pretend because i think i must be wrong and if i pretend it'll feel right i think no i don't know
i just pretended in the past because i thought i had to i suppose
i was scared what would happne if i didnt
but now
there's nothing
so why pretend
hahah
i've said all this berfore
nothing to say
nothing new
nothing changes
just get less and less
do
nofgng
fgn othere is nothing
hter
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is noting
there is nothing
just an overwhelming feeling of empiness
and tat's not a thing
you can' live for that
can't live
can't die
can't I?
maybe i hsould
fgjHAHAHAH
i won't
i've never killed myself befoer so it's unliley I'll start now
i just wait
type
while the others away
i complain about life going too fast
but i waste time
all the time
doing nothing
because i'm scared of doing anything
no, not scared
don't enjoy it
that 'sit
no poinrtl
no oint
no point
just waste time
get through the day
then i get to sleep again
live to sleep
life is dufure
IT'S FUCKING SUFFERING I CNA'T TAKE IT DO YOU HERE ME I CAN'T ACTUALLY TAKE IT ANYMORE I'M GOING MADE I CAN'T EVEN PUNCH MYSELF HARD ENOUGH I'M GOING FUCKING MAD I CAN'tD O ANYTHING ACTUALY LITERALLY NOTHING I JUst SITE I JUst FUCKING SIT DON YOU GET ME
LOLfd
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gHALOL
ther eis nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
AND YES IT HURTS
SOEM PEOPLE HAVE WORSE LIVES!!!!1
SO
THAT DOESN'T HLEP ME
FOF FUCK'S AKE
you don't understnad pyschologally at all
neither do I tytthough
i don't undrstand anything
don't want to
not interested
none of it applies to me
nothing applies to me
i'm a lsoer
i'm a none-hman
there's nothing to me
just one of thesoe thhin
things
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there isnothing
tWHAT IS THAT FEELINg
how come I feel "nothing" in my face
how come it hurt around my eyes
WHAT TH EFUCK IS THAt
lol
lolololololololololololololololololololololollolooloololololololol
fther eisn otnig
not even a sociopath
i'm nothing
i have nothing syndrome
there's no reported cases
everyone suffering it kills themself before they can be studied
so no one ever finds out about nothing syndrome
they write it off as something else
CAN'T GO ON
LOL
I hate it when peopole say "I'M DEPRESSED!!!!"
beacuse you're not
you're sad
you're upset
you're not depressed
idiot
________________--
BUT SOME POEPLE HAVE WORSE LIVES!!!!!!
_____________--
ther is nothing
there is nothing
there i snothing
there ins tnothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
_----
can't tell anyone
they won't understand
they don't want to
they don't want to know
they just say "things will get better"
HOW EXACTLY WILL THINGS GET BETTER
THINGS HAVEN'G GOTTEN BETTER IN EIGHt YEARS
THEY NEVER WILL
UNLESS THEY MEAN DEATH
DEATH IS BETTER!
DEATH ISN'T ANYTHING
IT's NON-STATE
DONT' GLAMOURISE DEATH
IT'S NOT FREEDOM
THERE'S NO YOU TO BE FREE
DEATH IS JUST AS BAD AS THIS!
________________-
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is ntohign
ther is noting
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there isn tnohg
_-----
no point describing the nothing
because it's nothing
it's not a big black cave
it's nothing
there's just nothing
being poetic is lying
anything creative is alie
beasue there is nothing
if you can still be poetic htne you're not at my point
ther eisn't nothing
for you
but there is nothing
for me
there is nothing
_---
ther eis tnohing
there istn otnitb
there is ntohg
there is ntoht
ther eins thotgning
there is nothingg
there is nothing
ther eis nothin
there is ntohing
there is nothign
there is nothing
YOU DON'tn
sorry
I'm not angry at you
I'm angry at myself
how do you do it?
you can't be worrying all the tme
you must enjoy things
how
how doyou run your life?
i don't get it
t
day after day
same
less
same
less
same
hurts more
hurts less
same
all raondom not patter
except genrally it's getting worse
less
less thoughs
just sit
wati for day to end
sleep
sit
waits for day to end
wait for life to ened
just waiting
LOL
waiting for things to start going right!
BECASUE THINGS WILL GET BETTER
PEOPLE HAVE WORSE LIFE
WHEN I WASYOUNG I HAD TO MINE COAL WITH MY TEETH AGED THREE!!!
YOU DON'T KNOW HOW LUCK YOU HAVE IT!!!
LOL
TAHT I'tS
I'm JUST UNGRATEFUL!
IF I WAS GRATFEUL THEN SUDDNELY I'D BE A NORMAL HUMAN
MY BRAIN CHEMISTRY WOULD BECOME NORMAL
IF I WAS GRATEFUL
WAHT A FOOL I AM
I'M SO GRATEFUL FOR YOU SHOWING ME THE WAY
NOW I LIKE THINGS!!!
I LOVE TV SHOWS AND MUSCI AND BOOKS AND GAEMS AND GOING OUT AND GETTIND DRUNK AND KISSING GIRLS ON THE NOSE
I LVOE IT
WHOOOOOOO
I'M CURED!!1
well no
no
there is nothing
HAHA
there isnoth
there isn tohing
ther is nothing
hre is nothing
there isnot hing
there is nothing
there isn onthing
by the wya
did you kow
what
what did you know
who am I asking
I'm not asking
my brain is
who am I
I am my blasgd
f
I'm the sense of awareness
that's it
right
anyway
there's one thing I'm aware of
and this is it
THERE IS NOTHING
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is ntohing
there is thongin
there isn thoni
there is tnohitng
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is tnoning
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there nsonti
s
just an overwhelming feeling of emptiness
and that's not a thing
_______________-
i don't like anything
i could list all the thing i don't like
but i don't like doing that
i've felt wrong every moment of my life
sometimes i pretend but it's not the smae isn it no
i just pretend because i think i must be wrong and if i pretend it'll feel right i think no i don't know
i just pretended in the past because i thought i had to i suppose
i was scared what would happne if i didnt
but now
there's nothing
so why pretend
hahah
i've said all this berfore
nothing to say
nothing new
nothing changes
just get less and less
do
nofgng
fgn othere is nothing
hter
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is noting
there is nothing
just an overwhelming feeling of empiness
and tat's not a thing
you can' live for that
can't live
can't die
can't I?
maybe i hsould
fgjHAHAHAH
i won't
i've never killed myself befoer so it's unliley I'll start now
i just wait
type
while the others away
i complain about life going too fast
but i waste time
all the time
doing nothing
because i'm scared of doing anything
no, not scared
don't enjoy it
that 'sit
no poinrtl
no oint
no point
just waste time
get through the day
then i get to sleep again
live to sleep
life is dufure
IT'S FUCKING SUFFERING I CNA'T TAKE IT DO YOU HERE ME I CAN'T ACTUALLY TAKE IT ANYMORE I'M GOING MADE I CAN'T EVEN PUNCH MYSELF HARD ENOUGH I'M GOING FUCKING MAD I CAN'tD O ANYTHING ACTUALY LITERALLY NOTHING I JUst SITE I JUst FUCKING SIT DON YOU GET ME
LOLfd
h
h
h
gHALOL
ther eis nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
AND YES IT HURTS
SOEM PEOPLE HAVE WORSE LIVES!!!!1
SO
THAT DOESN'T HLEP ME
FOF FUCK'S AKE
you don't understnad pyschologally at all
neither do I tytthough
i don't undrstand anything
don't want to
not interested
none of it applies to me
nothing applies to me
i'm a lsoer
i'm a none-hman
there's nothing to me
just one of thesoe thhin
things
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there isnothing
tWHAT IS THAT FEELINg
how come I feel "nothing" in my face
how come it hurt around my eyes
WHAT TH EFUCK IS THAt
lol
lolololololololololololololololololololololollolooloololololololol
fther eisn otnig
not even a sociopath
i'm nothing
i have nothing syndrome
there's no reported cases
everyone suffering it kills themself before they can be studied
so no one ever finds out about nothing syndrome
they write it off as something else
CAN'T GO ON
LOL
I hate it when peopole say "I'M DEPRESSED!!!!"
beacuse you're not
you're sad
you're upset
you're not depressed
idiot
________________--
BUT SOME POEPLE HAVE WORSE LIVES!!!!!!
_____________--
ther is nothing
there is nothing
there i snothing
there ins tnothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
_----
can't tell anyone
they won't understand
they don't want to
they don't want to know
they just say "things will get better"
HOW EXACTLY WILL THINGS GET BETTER
THINGS HAVEN'G GOTTEN BETTER IN EIGHt YEARS
THEY NEVER WILL
UNLESS THEY MEAN DEATH
DEATH IS BETTER!
DEATH ISN'T ANYTHING
IT's NON-STATE
DONT' GLAMOURISE DEATH
IT'S NOT FREEDOM
THERE'S NO YOU TO BE FREE
DEATH IS JUST AS BAD AS THIS!
________________-
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is ntohign
ther is noting
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there is nothing
there isn tnohg
_-----
no point describing the nothing
because it's nothing
it's not a big black cave
it's nothing
there's just nothing
being poetic is lying
anything creative is alie
beasue there is nothing
if you can still be poetic htne you're not at my point
ther eisn't nothing
for you
but there is nothing
for me
there is nothing
_---
ther eis tnohing
there istn otnitb
there is ntohg
there is ntoht
ther eins thotgning
there is nothingg
there is nothing
ther eis nothin
there is ntohing
there is nothign
there is nothing
YOU DON'tn
sorry
I'm not angry at you
I'm angry at myself
how do you do it?
you can't be worrying all the tme
you must enjoy things
how
how doyou run your life?
i don't get it
t
day after day
same
less
same
less
same
hurts more
hurts less
same
all raondom not patter
except genrally it's getting worse
less
less thoughs
just sit
wati for day to end
sleep
sit
waits for day to end
wait for life to ened
just waiting
LOL
waiting for things to start going right!
BECASUE THINGS WILL GET BETTER
PEOPLE HAVE WORSE LIFE
WHEN I WASYOUNG I HAD TO MINE COAL WITH MY TEETH AGED THREE!!!
YOU DON'T KNOW HOW LUCK YOU HAVE IT!!!
LOL
TAHT I'tS
I'm JUST UNGRATEFUL!
IF I WAS GRATFEUL THEN SUDDNELY I'D BE A NORMAL HUMAN
MY BRAIN CHEMISTRY WOULD BECOME NORMAL
IF I WAS GRATEFUL
WAHT A FOOL I AM
I'M SO GRATEFUL FOR YOU SHOWING ME THE WAY
NOW I LIKE THINGS!!!
I LOVE TV SHOWS AND MUSCI AND BOOKS AND GAEMS AND GOING OUT AND GETTIND DRUNK AND KISSING GIRLS ON THE NOSE
I LVOE IT
WHOOOOOOO
I'M CURED!!1
well no
no
there is nothing
HAHA
there isnoth
there isn tohing
ther is nothing
hre is nothing
there isnot hing
there is nothing
there isn onthing
by the wya
did you kow
what
what did you know
who am I asking
I'm not asking
my brain is
who am I
I am my blasgd
f
I'm the sense of awareness
that's it
right
anyway
there's one thing I'm aware of
and this is it
THERE IS NOTHING