Decisions

jack

The Legendary Troll Kingdom
we ought to do a tele health session. I'm supposed to do 50 free coaching hours after graduation to get my license.
 

Mirah

I love you
My decision is becoming clearer now.

I have sent in my negotiation letter even knowing I may still decline.

I feel more solid now.
 

jack

The Legendary Troll Kingdom

Mirah

I love you
Every time I think I am close to a decision and a roadblock comes up

Where are they coming from?

What do I really really want to do? Why? Does it matter why? Why don't I want to do it? and to me it doesn't matter why. I don't need a reason why not, but I need a reason why.
 

Mirah

I love you
I will pack my stuff up,
I will move away
into the mountains again
I will have visitors
they will travel long distance to get there
I will wait weeks for my groceries
what will I eat? what will I make? Do I have a freezer big enough for everything i need?
What if the power goes out?
Is there a lantern?
What if there is a bear at my door?
 

Mirah

I love you
And what about the work? the work is less than desirable
what do I do on my days off?
sit by the river?
draw?
write?
take photos?
I mean yeah, that sounds amazing
 

Mirah

I love you
How can one be lonely? THey are lonely in a crowded place, they are lonely in town, they are lonely watching the families go by
 

jack

The Legendary Troll Kingdom
I'm never lonely. Way too busy with people in real life.
 
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