FEED ME

[Mine Field]

I hunger.

 

[CaptainWacky]

WELL..df..as. HWO ABOUt tHEM DOGS EH SAME AS CATS BUT BIGGER AND DIFENERt A MAN'S NOT A MAN UNLEESS HE HAS A PENIS BUT WHAT ABOUT WOMEN WHAT ARE THEY THEY'RE SOMETHING DIFFERNE THOW DO I KNOW ALL THIS BECAUSE I'VE GOT A MAN ON THEIR BOAT LJG WELL THat'S THE KIND OF STORY I'LL TELL MY GRANDCHILDREN ONE DAY THEY'LL SAY "AAAAAH GET OUT OF HERE YOU CREEPY MAN YOU RAPED OUR GRANDMOTHER" AND I'LL SAY "OH FUCK OFF IN THE GRAND SCEHME OF THINGS MY CRIMES WAS A MINOR ONE COMPARED TO THE CRIMES OF TONY BLAIR AND GEROGE BUSH" AND THEY WILL AGREE WITH THIS BECAUSE IT'LL BE THE FUTURE REMEMBME RLI AUSIdfI W ELL LI ASD IT'S NOT THE FUTUR EYET IT' SNOW AND IF THE FUTURE IS THE TIME WHEN EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY AND MAKE SENSE ANDLIFE WILL HAVE MENAING THEN THE PRESENT IS...DEFINTIELY NOT HE FUTURE LOL THE PRESENT IS THE TIME WHEN IT'S ALL FALLING APART ALL THE THREADS OF MY PERSONALITY ARE BECOME UNDONE AND WHAT IS LEFT WHAT IS THERE PRECIOUS LITTLE THERE IS NOTHING YOU COULD SAY BUT I SUPPOSE THERe'S AN ECHO A COPY OF A COPY OF A COPY BRINGING SOMETHING FORWARDS EVERY DAY BUT ALWAYS LOSING A LITTE ALWAYS DIMINISHING ALWAYS MAKING LESS SENSE GETTING LESS AND LESS AND LESS AND MORE AND MORE AND MORE FRUSTRATED UNTILT HE FRUSTATION GETS LESS THE ENTIRE BEING IS LESS THERE IS JUST AN EMPTY SHELL TYPING RANDOM WORDS AT STRANGERS IN THE HOPE OF...OF HOPE I SUPPOSE HE CAN'T EVEN REMEMBER HOPE HE'S JUST HOPING FOR HOPE I SUPPOSE OR HE'S JUST TYPING BECAUSE THAT'S ALL HE IS THIS IS IT THIS IS IT BUT NOT FOREVER OH YEAH THAT'S ONE MEMROY THE MEMORY OF THE FUTURE TO COME THE FUTURE WHEN EVERYTHING IS OKAY AND WILL MAKE SENSE THAT FUTURE IS TO COME SO IT MUST BE OKAY TO BE THIS RIGHT NOW BECAUSE EVERY MOMENT LEADS TO THE NEXT ONE SO THIS MOMENT IS DIRECTLY RELATED TO THAT PERFECT FUTURE EVERYTHING IN ITS RIGHT PLACE JUST GOT TO BE PATIENT AND WAIT FOR IT TO COME GOETHER AND THEN OH YES AND THEN YOU'LLL SEE NAD HE'LL SMILE AND SAY "AAAAH SO THAT WAS WHY THE LAST FIFTY YEARS WERE SO MIND0-NUMBING, FOR THITS!" AND IT WILL ALL BE OKAY RIGHT WELL NO THAt'S JUST SOMETHING YO(U'ovE GOT TO BELIEVE ON SOME LEVEL IT'S YOUR INGRAINED HOPE YOU DON'T THINK ABOUT IT ANYMORE YOU TAKE IT FOR GRANTED AND YOU KEEP GOING LIKE AR OBOT LIKE A FUCKNIg NORMAL PERSON BECAUSE You'RE NOT NORMAL YOUo'RE SPECILA OF COURSE YOU ARE OF ALL SIX BILLION PEOPLE YOU ARE THE SPECILA ONE THEY DO NOT SEE THEY AREN'T YOU THEY AREN'T RIGHT BUT YOU'RE RIGHT YOUR REALITY IS THE RIGHT ONE AND IT WILL COME TO BE JUST WAIt IT OUT OR MYAB EDEATH WILL COME FIRS TAND YOU WON'T EVEN KNOW BECAUSE TYHERE WON'T BE YOU AFTERLIFE HOW CAN THERE BE AN AFTERLIFE IS THERE A BEFORE LIFE NO OF COURSE THERe'E NOT THIS IS WHAT WER ARE WE ARE BIOLOGICAL CHEMICAL ELECTRIC WE CAN BE TURNED OFF EASILY ENOUGH JUST CHANGE THE PROPERTIES A LITTLE AND WE'RE NOT EVEN OURSELVES ANYMORE WHAT ABOUT BRAIN DAMAGE HUH WHAT HAPPENS TO YOUR SOUL THEN IF YOU HAVE A SOUL THEN HOW COME YOU NEED A BRAIN WHY AREN'T YOU JUST A SOUL FLOATING AROUND IN AN EMPTY SKULL NO IT'S CRAP IT'S ALL CRAP AND YOU KNOW IT BUT YOU CAN'T ADMIT IT TO YOURSELF YOU MAKE IT A SACRED PROTECTED RELIGIIOUS TRUTH THAT THERE IS MORE BECAUSE YOU CAN'T FACE THE FACT THAT THERE IS NOT THIS IS IT YOU'RE JUST GOING TO CEASE THAT'S WHAT DEATH IS THE END OF EXISTENCE THIS EXISTENCE IS ALL WE HAVE OF COURSE IT IS THERE IS NOT A SHRED OF EVIDENCE TO SUGGEST OTHERWISE THIS IS IT AFTERLIFE THE WORD ITSELF IS AN OXYMORON IF YOU THINK ABOUT IT THERE IS NO AFTERLIFE LIFE IS LIEF!

that's the kind of thing you have in mind:?

 

[Badlands]

 

[Mine Field]

I am satiated...for now...

 

[The Dork Lord]

Food for thought?