How kind of you to think about my best interests. Well, there is a lot that can be said about what I've posted here over the years. However, none of it is illegal, none of it will get me fired. Despite your exaggerations, me not liking Spanish being forced upon me is not the same thing as me wishing harm to Mexicans. That is your darker side working there. Not mine. And, I will go, when I'm good and ready to - and not a minute before. You could always go ask a mod/admin to ban me. You know you are extra special to them and they don't like me at all.
So, keep negging away there. Make those pips disappear. Relish the thought that if you were doing the same to Loktar he'd be crying like a baby - "you're making my pips disappear! Boo... hoo ... boo ... hoo." He might even put on a slip and pearls and twirl for you. Then you could take a shower and go to confession.