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It is finally over

Love Child

Love Child

One Love
And I can say goodbye for one last time
there are regrests
there are fun times
but mostly
there
was
a
lot
of
pain
 
shame
secriets
hidden agendas
lies

I am free now
 
Good thing this year
I also realized I was strong enough
to make it on my own
 
I am not ungrateful
but I needed to swim
by myself
 
The lifestyle is glamorized
accepted when its on a movie
or not someon you know
 
You were addicted to love
and addicted to relationships
but
also
addicted to yourself
 
You were the perfect manipulator
you knew how to control people
and situations
 
your family is flocking

the swine are coming out
 
the greediness appears
big time
 
the life without a spiritual leader
the life without an advisor
the life
of
self
 
i want a different picture
still a woman
still red hair
but different

(I mean my curent pic is a manequin)

but perhaps that is fitting after all
 
that is all he needed was a manequin anyway
 
I'm going to write a big story now
and sell it
 
So,
what is next on my plate?

Where is the next new adventure?
 
I am free now.
Free to go anywhere I want.
Free to go anywhere and be anything.
Free.
 
That is what I want
that image of a woman
walking down the street
freedom

the end of the movie
where she has finally
finally done it

she walks off into the sunset
she is free

clean slate
nothing holding her back
 
I mean until something comes back to haunt her 10 or 20 years later, but I mean covid happened, so probably all things are a blur right now anyway
 
She wants to go down the rabbit hole, she knows she is free, but she doesn't quite yet know how to deal with the freedom so she goes deeper into the hole because it feels familiar and she wants answers. Maybe she just wants a good bye, a final letter. One she knows she wont get or have.

The movies never show that.
 
 



 
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