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Long Day

Love Child

One Love
Today is going to be a long day
long day
 
It has only just begun.
How do I keep myself occupied?
My brain
from thinking of such things
distracted
 
I don't love him
who do I love
really
 
I mean really
who do I love?
and why?
why do I love?
 
I love unconditionaly
those are my friends
I love them despite things
I love my family that way too
I guess
I don't really know anymore
 
But do I love him?
Really?
REALLY?
REALLY LOVE HIM?
 
WTF Why Stupid Guy?
 
What is love?
Baby Don't hurt me.
Dont' hurt me
No more.
Whats Love Got to do with it?
 
Lust.
Its all Lust.
I don't have to love you.
 
Do I love the man that can tie my feet up behind my head
and make me scream?
No.
For a few seconds yes.
But not for life.
Not any more.
It doesn't matter to me.
I am the Master of
*Pauses*
I submit to no one
*thinks*
yeah no one.
 
Fuck.
I do love that cock tho.
And that pussy.
And those tits.
And those legs.
And that hair.
I love that hair that I can pull.
And I love his teeth
on my nipples
I love his bite marks
on my neck
 
But I don't love men
 
I am not the lover of men
I am not the lover of stars
I am the lover of lovers
I love lovers
 
How can I love him?
A man such as that
a man who does those things
Why do I want his love?
I do not need his love.
I do not need his love.
 
Then the opposing side of me speaks of need, speaks of love, speaks of dependance, not in an unhealthy way, but in an opening yourself up to others way.

Fuck that.

I am not bitter nor angry

perhaps at myself

really
 
Tough Cookie.
Solid Rock.
 
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