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Well the wave is there because there really is a tsunami...for me @ least; he seems to be pretty happy running away and hiding behind his mask...hanging with the whore Pandora; avoiding giving me any explination other than “balbfdasklf u changed ur mind” while completely ignoring his numerous changes of mind himself, to follow through on what he promised me.
I got him 2oz of ganja for his arrival-which im profiting on btw as its dry nao....thnx sephy; a silver tip badger hair shaving brush, that wasn’t cheap among other welcome giftings & welcoming partay...that was canceled..time, after time, after time; I was prepared, & since he promotes himself to be so loyal, I thought he would honour his word.
He never even remembered what he told me; let alone capable of delivering on his promises.
The whore pandora who has a taste for younger men....as they seem to be easier to manipulate; im not the only one who see's thru her shit, with her own husband threatening divorce over her emotional gluttony and consuming of seph. He also was told by her husband to stay the fuck away.
I'm starting to see how similar these 2 are.
Seph say's he hates me and the universe isnt big enough to put between us; he likes to be saved (re thread from '05) & gravitates toward 'saviours'; I've never been that dysfunctional & I think it upset him....took it personal or something.
Pandora is a 'saviour' and caters to this need of his.
She is of the worst type of human & i'm pretty shocked atm to learn that he is so attracted to her and her cancerous, necrotised inner self.
An example of her shittiness is her "iguana rescue-I do anything to save the species" promotion she pisses across the interwebz; yet the dysfunctional batshit insane fuck-up could not do something as simple as put the animal on her lease; the animal that she loves so much and has dedicated her life to SAVE. So because of her pathetic incompetence at the simplest of responsibilities, another animal suffered needlessly.
This is the woman he chose to hide behind & put between us; for no known reason to me other than to punish me.
He expects me to travel the planet hunting for him; hunting for soemone who competely fucked me around needlessly.
That is not going to happen.
She attacks my drug use, not realising she revealed her poisonous whisperings to seph about me…she attacks me on her forum, after knowing I had been B&…but wouldn’t dare, while I was active.
Truly gutless, pathetic, dishonest and disloyal to seph that ‘she cares about so much.’ Just like her iguana; just like her husband…
I hope her husband see’s what she is really like and dumps her ass quicker than a hot potato.
That’s y I put this shit on tk; he started putting our personal stuff here with his bitchy utube thread responses, which he never got over; or apologised to me personally, privately or otherwise; so I got in first and posted the rest; at least then he cant hold it over me.
I deserved more than silence from him. But I wont get it; he isn’t capable; just like an apology.
Instead he calls me crazy & druggie; projecting his ex & the pain she caused him onto me; when in reality, he did the same to me that she did to him.
While I've been juggling seph's tantrum, moods, lies & bullshit; ive also had to manage a roid raging stalker, ongoing intense sexual harassment & sexual based attack by a sociopathic client; so I think ive handled myself pretty well; he thinks my anger @ him is misplaced & i should suffer his bullshit, blackmails & manipulation; and accept his label of me as 'crazed'.
Sorry cunt. Not going to happen.
I guess its all a bit tragic rly, as it never needed to become so shitty.
But I’ve got the spirit of a fighter in me and in rl I don’t take false accusations laying down nor undeserved disrespect; so I’m not going to start doing it online.
I haven’t been sexually active for almost a decade; but now after seph’s pure bullshit; I’m off to have a lot of fun with hawt looking strangers & as usual, meet my own needs & desires
Seph proved to me that even the most promising appearances are nothing but illusions, projected by hurt and broken people who are too selfish to avoid toxifying and dragging innocents into their world of pain & disappointment.
I got him 2oz of ganja for his arrival-which im profiting on btw as its dry nao....thnx sephy; a silver tip badger hair shaving brush, that wasn’t cheap among other welcome giftings & welcoming partay...that was canceled..time, after time, after time; I was prepared, & since he promotes himself to be so loyal, I thought he would honour his word.
He never even remembered what he told me; let alone capable of delivering on his promises.
The whore pandora who has a taste for younger men....as they seem to be easier to manipulate; im not the only one who see's thru her shit, with her own husband threatening divorce over her emotional gluttony and consuming of seph. He also was told by her husband to stay the fuck away.
I'm starting to see how similar these 2 are.
Seph say's he hates me and the universe isnt big enough to put between us; he likes to be saved (re thread from '05) & gravitates toward 'saviours'; I've never been that dysfunctional & I think it upset him....took it personal or something.
Pandora is a 'saviour' and caters to this need of his.
She is of the worst type of human & i'm pretty shocked atm to learn that he is so attracted to her and her cancerous, necrotised inner self.
An example of her shittiness is her "iguana rescue-I do anything to save the species" promotion she pisses across the interwebz; yet the dysfunctional batshit insane fuck-up could not do something as simple as put the animal on her lease; the animal that she loves so much and has dedicated her life to SAVE. So because of her pathetic incompetence at the simplest of responsibilities, another animal suffered needlessly.
This is the woman he chose to hide behind & put between us; for no known reason to me other than to punish me.
He expects me to travel the planet hunting for him; hunting for soemone who competely fucked me around needlessly.
That is not going to happen.
She attacks my drug use, not realising she revealed her poisonous whisperings to seph about me…she attacks me on her forum, after knowing I had been B&…but wouldn’t dare, while I was active.
Truly gutless, pathetic, dishonest and disloyal to seph that ‘she cares about so much.’ Just like her iguana; just like her husband…
I hope her husband see’s what she is really like and dumps her ass quicker than a hot potato.
That’s y I put this shit on tk; he started putting our personal stuff here with his bitchy utube thread responses, which he never got over; or apologised to me personally, privately or otherwise; so I got in first and posted the rest; at least then he cant hold it over me.
I deserved more than silence from him. But I wont get it; he isn’t capable; just like an apology.
Instead he calls me crazy & druggie; projecting his ex & the pain she caused him onto me; when in reality, he did the same to me that she did to him.
While I've been juggling seph's tantrum, moods, lies & bullshit; ive also had to manage a roid raging stalker, ongoing intense sexual harassment & sexual based attack by a sociopathic client; so I think ive handled myself pretty well; he thinks my anger @ him is misplaced & i should suffer his bullshit, blackmails & manipulation; and accept his label of me as 'crazed'.
Sorry cunt. Not going to happen.
I guess its all a bit tragic rly, as it never needed to become so shitty.
But I’ve got the spirit of a fighter in me and in rl I don’t take false accusations laying down nor undeserved disrespect; so I’m not going to start doing it online.
I haven’t been sexually active for almost a decade; but now after seph’s pure bullshit; I’m off to have a lot of fun with hawt looking strangers & as usual, meet my own needs & desires
Seph proved to me that even the most promising appearances are nothing but illusions, projected by hurt and broken people who are too selfish to avoid toxifying and dragging innocents into their world of pain & disappointment.
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