CaptainWacky
I want to smell dark matter
how am i stilll alive, he asked
the silence did not answer
his brain was fried
nothing answered
how was he still alive
how
the air was too thick
how
his thoughts were too thick
they were like the air
stuffy
he could not imagine ever thinking anything but what he was currently thinking
and even that was so much of an effort
wanted to lie down
what if he didn't get up again
but he couldn't even feel the panic usually associated with that thought
noooooo
there was nothing
hu
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how was this goin gon
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gffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff
not even enough for anger
just light sdepsari
could he cry?
despiar
just light despair
not more
just that
could he cry?
not more
just that
just light despiar
just this
too thick to think
too much
not enough
nohgtin
g
all hewas
billions off years of evolution and this was it
if he killed himself it would make no difference
he was only alive because he hadn't die yet
punch himslef
what good would dthat do
GIVE IN
f
s
don't
just stoppt
just
fuck it
all
___________________________
ghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
no
can't breka it up
it's all the same
there's no alternatice
JUST FUKCING THIS AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN UTNILF UCKING EVER AND EVER AND NOTHING THEN DEATH THEN HHAHAHAHA
NOT THAOTNDT
hy
ty
ty
NOT THAT DON'T FJDsa
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GIV EME SOMETHINGRgf
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dfh
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FUCKGIN GS TISCK
dfh
f
sh
dEAHt
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HOW CAN ANYONE BE HAPPY
IT'S BECAUSE THEY HAVE THE RIGHT BOIDES FOR IT
THE RIGHT BRAIN STRUTCE
IT'S EOVLIVED FOR THEM
MINE IS WRONG SO I DNO'T
THE THINGS THAT WOULD MAKE OTHERS HAPPY DON'T WORK ON ME
SO DON'T SUGGEST THEM
JUST
GIVE UP
I GIVE UP
the silence did not answer
his brain was fried
nothing answered
how was he still alive
how
the air was too thick
how
his thoughts were too thick
they were like the air
stuffy
he could not imagine ever thinking anything but what he was currently thinking
and even that was so much of an effort
wanted to lie down
what if he didn't get up again
but he couldn't even feel the panic usually associated with that thought
noooooo
there was nothing
hu
hhhhiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
how was this goin gon
jjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjj
gffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff
not even enough for anger
just light sdepsari
could he cry?
despiar
just light despair
not more
just that
could he cry?
not more
just that
just light despiar
just this
too thick to think
too much
not enough
nohgtin
g
all hewas
billions off years of evolution and this was it
if he killed himself it would make no difference
he was only alive because he hadn't die yet
punch himslef
what good would dthat do
GIVE IN
f
s
don't
just stoppt
just
fuck it
all
___________________________
ghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
no
can't breka it up
it's all the same
there's no alternatice
JUST FUKCING THIS AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN UTNILF UCKING EVER AND EVER AND NOTHING THEN DEATH THEN HHAHAHAHA
NOT THAOTNDT
hy
ty
ty
NOT THAT DON'T FJDsa
gf
GIV EME SOMETHINGRgf
dfsh
gfds
g
dfh
fh
h#
FUCKGIN GS TISCK
dfh
f
sh
dEAHt
g
ljjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjj
HOW CAN ANYONE BE HAPPY
IT'S BECAUSE THEY HAVE THE RIGHT BOIDES FOR IT
THE RIGHT BRAIN STRUTCE
IT'S EOVLIVED FOR THEM
MINE IS WRONG SO I DNO'T
THE THINGS THAT WOULD MAKE OTHERS HAPPY DON'T WORK ON ME
SO DON'T SUGGEST THEM
JUST
GIVE UP
I GIVE UP