CaptainWacky
I want to smell dark matter
i'll make this short
this will be THe most short and pontlessthing of the day ever
well
I usppose theyre all equally pointless
since htey're all a fucking waste of my previous never to be repeated one and only life
but this one is pretty pointless even in terms of thing fo the day
LOOK
there's only so many variations of "I hate life" I can say before you all want to cute my nose off
fjklll
but I think it's important that you understand the distinction
"I hate life"
NOT "I hate MY life"
I'm saying "I hate life"
now don't get me wrong I do hate my life
I FUCKING HATE IT LIKE BABIES
but that's not hte main point
the main point is that I hate life
I hate that idea of life
as it currently is
if life had some different form I might like it
like Q from Star Trek
if actually being Q was possible, then I'd like life
BUT IT AIN'T
SO YEAH I KNOW OTHER PEOPLE'S LIFES ARE WORSE THAN MINE
I'm not fucking stupid
a 17 year old who lied about his age to fight in the First World War then died in the trenches OBVIOUSLY had a worse life than me
(though of course he died a more honourable death than I fuckdamn will)
A three year old child eaten by a lion obviously had a worse life than me
I KNOW I'M BETTER OFF THAN THEM
and everyone in AFrica
I know, okay
I appreciate that I have things other people don't
BUT IT'S NOT ENOUGH
NOT FOR ME, NOT FOR ANYONE
I DEMAND PERMANENCE
I DEMAND MORE
IT'S FUCKING PATHETIC
OUR LIFESPAN
HOW EASY IT IS TO DIE
WE SHOULD BE MORE
DON'T YOU THINK YOU SHOULD BE MORE?
I mean you can loook at other people and imagine them dying, I think.
It might upset you, it might be tragic.
But it's possible.
BUT NOT YOURSELF.
SURELY YOU CAN'T IMAGINE YOURSELF DYING IN A MATTER OF YEARS?
IT'S UNTHINKABLE
FUCKING HELL
WHY DOON'T MORE PEOPLE KNWO
WHY ARE YOU ALL DOING STUFF?
WHAT ARE YOU HOPING TO ACHIEVE?
THE WHOLE FORMAT OF HUMAN EXISTENCE IS FLAWED
CNA'T YOU SEE
we need to fix it
NOW
ALL OF US
TGOETHER
FUCKING FIX IT
WITH OUR WILSL
WE WANT MOER THAN THIS
WE DESERVE MORE THAN THIS
WE CAN BE MORE THAN THIS IF WE BELIEV
WE CAN SHAPE REALITY WITH OUR THOGUHTS
THINGS ARE ONLY THE WAY THEY ARE BECAUSE WE ALL THINK THERe'S NOTHIGN WE CAN DO ABOUT THEM
WE THINK IT'S THE WAY OF THINGS
IT DOENS'T HAVE TO BE
CHANGE
NOW
WE ONLY HAVE A SMALL WINDOW OF OPPORTUNITY
WE NEED TO FUCKING CHANGE IT NOW
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that's all I'm trying to say
this will be THe most short and pontlessthing of the day ever
well
I usppose theyre all equally pointless
since htey're all a fucking waste of my previous never to be repeated one and only life
but this one is pretty pointless even in terms of thing fo the day
LOOK
there's only so many variations of "I hate life" I can say before you all want to cute my nose off
fjklll
but I think it's important that you understand the distinction
"I hate life"
NOT "I hate MY life"
I'm saying "I hate life"
now don't get me wrong I do hate my life
I FUCKING HATE IT LIKE BABIES
but that's not hte main point
the main point is that I hate life
I hate that idea of life
as it currently is
if life had some different form I might like it
like Q from Star Trek
if actually being Q was possible, then I'd like life
BUT IT AIN'T
SO YEAH I KNOW OTHER PEOPLE'S LIFES ARE WORSE THAN MINE
I'm not fucking stupid
a 17 year old who lied about his age to fight in the First World War then died in the trenches OBVIOUSLY had a worse life than me
(though of course he died a more honourable death than I fuckdamn will)
A three year old child eaten by a lion obviously had a worse life than me
I KNOW I'M BETTER OFF THAN THEM
and everyone in AFrica
I know, okay
I appreciate that I have things other people don't
BUT IT'S NOT ENOUGH
NOT FOR ME, NOT FOR ANYONE
I DEMAND PERMANENCE
I DEMAND MORE
IT'S FUCKING PATHETIC
OUR LIFESPAN
HOW EASY IT IS TO DIE
WE SHOULD BE MORE
DON'T YOU THINK YOU SHOULD BE MORE?
I mean you can loook at other people and imagine them dying, I think.
It might upset you, it might be tragic.
But it's possible.
BUT NOT YOURSELF.
SURELY YOU CAN'T IMAGINE YOURSELF DYING IN A MATTER OF YEARS?
IT'S UNTHINKABLE
FUCKING HELL
WHY DOON'T MORE PEOPLE KNWO
WHY ARE YOU ALL DOING STUFF?
WHAT ARE YOU HOPING TO ACHIEVE?
THE WHOLE FORMAT OF HUMAN EXISTENCE IS FLAWED
CNA'T YOU SEE
we need to fix it
NOW
ALL OF US
TGOETHER
FUCKING FIX IT
WITH OUR WILSL
WE WANT MOER THAN THIS
WE DESERVE MORE THAN THIS
WE CAN BE MORE THAN THIS IF WE BELIEV
WE CAN SHAPE REALITY WITH OUR THOGUHTS
THINGS ARE ONLY THE WAY THEY ARE BECAUSE WE ALL THINK THERe'S NOTHIGN WE CAN DO ABOUT THEM
WE THINK IT'S THE WAY OF THINGS
IT DOENS'T HAVE TO BE
CHANGE
NOW
WE ONLY HAVE A SMALL WINDOW OF OPPORTUNITY
WE NEED TO FUCKING CHANGE IT NOW
______________-
that's all I'm trying to say
