SaintLucifer
beer, I want beer
hollie_x_murder said:I usually go by Hollie because that's my name. Though people have made up so many different nicknames for me - I have a hard time keeping up with whatever they call me. If it's something random, stupid, idiotic, girly, or just weird - I know they are talking to me. I can be random and stoopid. Don't let that fool you though, I'm smart and can get serious if people want to have a serious conversation. I wish I could tell you guys that I have more friends in real life than online, but if I did - I'd be lying. I make friends easily online, but when it comes to r/l? I'm all about getting in trouble or getting my ass kicked at school, having people throw things at me and shit like that. I really don't understand why and what the big difference is. People never take an enough amount of time to get to know me. That bugs me, but I've learned to ignore it.
So far my life has been nothing but shit. My family doesn't really feel like my family b/c all the family members either tell me to fuck off, get a life, stop bugging them, and as hard as I try to fit in, it feels like I'm never going to get there for some reason. My friends...well what friends do I really have? Not a whole bunch so that means I'm just a loser. I'm really not - but I'm way too confusing for some people, and they think I'm stupid. I guess they can think whatever they want. I'm emo for the most part. It feels like being emo is the only thing that really fits me. Some people hate me because of it but the more people who hate me in real life, the more people love me online. Does that make sense at all? I don't know. My life has been so wrong for so long that it feels like I'm just losing my mind.
Christ on a stick! Duals, duals and more fucking duals! Is this what your beloved site has been reduced to?