I used to do the church bulletin at another back in the day. My wife, then girlfriend, were sleeping together and cohabitating. I lost the bulletin, something I considered a ministry and went through a rough patch with both the church and with God. I was so desperate for a relationship with a woman I risked my relationship with Jesus. It even almost, ironically, ended the relationship with my wife, thanks to my foolishness. Thankfully I have a forgiving woman and a forgiving God.
If all that sounds incredibly stupid on my behalf, that's because I was incredibly stupid.