I banged my head up against the wall
only it was the one
with the mirror
glass came crashing down
and I slid
to the floor
fuck
How was I going to explain this one?
At least I was wearing a hat
I knew I wouldn't get hurt
but
there still
was not enough blood
for me
I wanted more
death
destruction
it just wasn't there
sort of like
slamming a door
and it doesn't really slam.
All stupid moments
you feel really really stupid and then you have to explain to someone why something is broken.
(was that too serious? Was it only figuratively! I've done the research! don't do it!!!!!!) LOL just kidding this is just a story, don't believe anything I say. )