Dear Friend Ziggurat,
Thank you for the most surprising topic you opened regards this one.
Often I communicate with members of this forum, in the same fashion I'm doing with you here.
Now for why I'm sending this message to you.
I often get what I call 'feeling tones' when viewing posts, and reading your post gave me an unusual such 'feeling tone'.
To help clarify 'feeling tones', see:
http://thetalker.org/archives/172/31-psychic-feeling-tones-and-the-talker/
Won't go into great detail here, as my 'feeling tone' is still an unclear tapestry color. (Which is yet a steep learning curve for me.)
If you feel secure in doing so, assist me here in deciphering what was felt with that 'feeling tone'.
Valid or not!
Are you, beyond 50 years of age, male, unusual health problem, was married,
three children, very confused with religious issues, often thoughts of suicide!, feeling of you are native American or something along that line!.
It is very frustrating at times, when unclear 'reads' set in. Bold of me to write as this, but appreciate, when more often then not,
many of my thoughts are right on or nearly so. Regardless, I have an open mind, and often behind the scenes, helpful conversations follow,that assist another.
Don't be shy, in saying 'you missed completely', been there a few times. Ha.
I probably drive the Holy Spirit nuts, with my fumbling ways of following the whispered words.
With love, and honored with your presence.