And he's a really good baby too. He has his days and nights mixed up but I'm getting used to not sleeping, it's not so bad now.
I threw in the towel on nursing my baby boy, I pump and supplement with formula. My huge mommy heart could not take his sweet little hungry cry.
The C-Section was totally traumatic, I went from a routine doctor's appointment to being rushed to the hospital for my son to be born. When BDM says he barely made it, he's not kidding, I was one minute from getting my epidural when he came into the operating room.
The stay at the hospital was absolute shit, it ruined the whole experience because those devil nurses are breastfeeding Nazi's and wouldn't help me. At my follow up with my doctor I told him all about it, cried of course, and found out he's the head of obstetrics at the hospital and was totally pissed off that my experience was so terrible. He had me write a letter that he will personally give to hospital administrators.
So after 6 days of feeling like a terrible mommy, being a total basket case, and crying my eyes out day and night because my son wouldn't latch on I accepted my limitations and now my son is happy, I'm happy and he saw his doctor yesterday and got a clean bill of health, he's doing great, YAY!
Thank you for all the congrats and well wishes!!
XOXO