SPAMCAPITAL VII: Conchaga is a douchebag!!

[I Love Cunt]

I don't really want a fucking job anyway. I want to work for myself. I don't want to make some company money and work for some fucked up company again

 

[I Love Cunt]

I'll do almost anything. My standards are starting to diminish as the years go by though.

Yeah I know, but then the thought of it, I cringe

 

[I Love Cunt]

I really want my old job back (not really)

 

[I Love Cunt]

I am out of my comfort zone and that is what is the most scariest, challenging

 

[I Love Cunt]

I am forced to think outside the box
dare to dream
fantasize
visualize
believe

FUCK YOU BELIEVING! I WANT SHIT HANDED TO ME! I DON'T WANT TO HAVE TO WORK FOR IT!

All not true, I am a very hard worker.

 

[I Love Cunt]

But srsly at one time jobs were just handed to me. It was so easy. I could get a job just like that. I am sure, absolutely sure that I am not the only one feeling this way right now.

 

[I Love Cunt]

So what do I do? Do I chase my dream-whatever that is-what is my dream? Or do I just get a job?
I am in school-wtf is that going to get me-a job with a company I hate? LOL such negativity

 

[I Love Cunt]

I need to pray

 

[Loktar]

I am out of my comfort zone and that is what is the most scariest, challenging

I stepped out of my comfort zone once. Had a great job with the state, collecting taxes. 6 months later I was fired for not improving fast enough.

 

[I Love Cunt]

Just pretend you didn't see that for you non believers

 

[I Love Cunt]

I stepped out of my comfort zone once. Had a great job with the state, collecting taxes. 6 months later I was fired for not improving fast enough.

You should have sued them! I should sue my company.

 

[I Love Cunt]

What do you want to do Loktar?

 

[I Love Cunt]

I wrapped a bandage around my foot today

 

[Loktar]

You should have sued them! I should sue my company.

I was not as confident in speaking with customers back then. It was probably the right decision on their part, even today I still have a ways to go in that area.

 

[I Love Cunt]

anyway
dream job
or work
dream job
or work?
What do I do?
Can I have both?
Does it matter?
Will the world end tomorrow?

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK ME

fUCk me

People keep telling me "take a break" its ok, you are in school

but they dont' have to fucking pay my bills!

I need to market myself for house sitting

Lets see if there is a market for that in the winter time

 

[I Love Cunt]

Goal:
Finish CAT paperwork
File for Financial Aid
Find out about books and help with those

Create adds for house sitting
Continue applying for jobs

Casino job..........its a possibility

 

[I Love Cunt]

Skittles: Taste the Rainbow.

Rainbow!
Rainbow!
Rainbow!
Rainbow!
Rainbow!
Rainbow!
Rainbow!
Rainbow!
Rainbow!

Kitty?!

just kidding

 

[Loktar]

What do you want to do Loktar?

I'm not entirely sure. And thats my main problem. I have no idea what I'm really good at. I've thought about being a teacher, librarian, going back into retail, some type of clerk, priesthood, call center work, fast food worker, chef.

 

[I Love Cunt]

This other job will not come to fruition for quite a while and it depends on another person-which I find difficult to do-or trust-the concept is awesome-the follow through with this person is lacking.
Plus they want me to depend on them. I can't do that LOL. I am fully self sufficient (even tho I am not) I try to be

 

[I Love Cunt]

I'm not entirely sure. And thats my main problem. I have no idea what I'm really good at. I've thought about being a teacher, librarian, going back into retail, some type of clerk, priesthood, call center work, fast food worker, chef.

Wow