I don't want to fight. Particularly not here. It's obvious you need to spend some time on yourself right now. There's nothing wrong with that. You've been through a lot, and I understand that.
It's unfair of me to expect more than you can give right now. And yes, you deserved that vacation. You deserve to be happy.
Like I said, the ball's in your court. Once you figure out who you are and what you want,and if at that time you decide you want me to be a bigger part of your life, you'll know how to find me.
Until then, take care of yourself, I truly wish you nothing but the best.